kejam

ok. its a holiday week, and im stuck here at s.alam..

xle balik =.="

i miss home. miss mom, dad, abg2 aku, my lovely sis, and of cuz my crazy lil bro..

really miss em.

miss cat too..

xpalah, aku akan pulang jg t.. plg lewat bulan 6.

mest balik! miss home!

anyway, mmg kejam.. sbb, MSU bg cuti kejap ja =.="

xpalah.. sanggup la aku cuti kejap tue. final year nie, aku xmo delay2 abes blajar nie.

cepat abes, cepat kerja, cepat la aku kawen. HAHAHA

ok.. cerita psl kejam nie lg,

ada sorg mmber aku.. we hv a conversation, then dia cakap.. aku kejam. hahaha

damn =.="

kejam kah aku?

x marah pon dgn mmber tue. well, he's one of my bestfriend though..

bagus la kan. dia cakap depan2. tQ dudes!

okei.. dia cakap aku kejam, ada perangai dictatorship. haha.

OMG. am i?

reason dia..

sbb, aku menyiksa diri aku.

well, yalah sbb aku kan sanggup blapar.. sanggup jaga makan gila2. utk dapatkan body smart.

hurm, yep.. i agree wif that. sumtimes, im being to strict with my own life. well, im a very motivated person i guess..

1 thing need to know bout me, what i want. i must get it.

dlu, aku slalu ada motivation camni utk dapatkn awek. hahaha.

bak kata org, best man win!

well, mengarut ja lah tue..

skrg, aku x motivated langsung da utk menda2 awek nie. such a waste of time ja mo pikir perasaan org =.="

belom tentu pun org tue pikir sal ko..

orite, balik pada topik asal td..

ok.. mmber aku cakap aku kejam, sbb im too strict for myself, than slalunya.. menda tue akan terbawa2 dgn org sekeliling aku..

well, i get what he mean by that..

maksudnya, aku akan ada perangai yg kalo aku suruh org.. org tue mesti follow apa aku mau.

=.="

hurm.. maybe he's right..

and yeah. maybe, thats y jg susah gurl mo tahan dgn aku =.="

anyway, aku tulis nie pon spaya later..

who know 2, 3 years from now.. aku lupa psl "kekejaman" aku nie.. bole la aku beringat bila baca posting nie kan? hehe.

i'll try my best, be better then yesterday..