my phone ~

5.08.2010.
Finally i trade in my lovely baby.. n86.
feel sad actually.
sbb x tfikir pon mo jual..
pegi kedai hp.
bajet2 mo jual hp aku yg lagi satu ni.
my secondary phone.
w395.
try2 tanya, dia cakap.. dia angkat phone tue rm120..
aku pon tnya lagi..

"kalau n86 nie brapa eh?"
"em.. ini 700"

aku daa tkejut da dgr tue..
yalah.
pakai hp nie da almost 1 year..
harga mc tinggi lg. huhu..

aku pon, decide.. baik aku jual ja la.
selagi hp tue mc harga tinggi..
so, thats the end of my time with her.
my lovely baby n86 :(

thx dear. for being with me for this whole 7 month..
u r one of the best phone i ever had.
x penah jatuh.
x penah rosak.
x penah datang period ( hang atau pon restart2 )


I'll missing u syg ~

sO, da trade in.. mesti lah aku ganti dgn hp baru kan..
okei.
this is the new phone.

Sony ericson Vivaz pro.

i like the design of this phone.
unique & beautifully made!
hehe..

full touchscreen + qwerty keyboard.
Camera HD 5.1 megapixel..
wat else do u need?
huhu..

i love u my new phone.
i'll allways take gud care of u.
don't u worry bout that =)

~ VIVA la z Pro Forever ~

~ the story ~

There's no one in charge of your happiness except yourself..

To love n beloved.. is a different things :)

The more you trust, the greater its harm..

The only failure is when you give up trying..

Give your best to what you wanna be..

Life is all about balancing..


Me..


Thanks Allah, for everything that you show around me..

I believe in you.

I believe everything happen for a reason..

I'm sorry for all my sins, how i wish i could wash it all away..

anyway..

This is my story.

about u.. i don't have anything to say anymore..

If we belong together, than i'll accept that as Allah will..

but for now, i'll jz follow the flow..

Its been almost a year.

and it took me so long to understand that.

you've change.. i've change..

I wont blaming you for loving sum1 else.

Good for you :)

it's not fair for myself.

to standing here, and loving you.

when you are not even thinking about me.

I've to be happy for myself too.

im sure that there's sum1 out there for me too.

Don't worry kayh. im not going to blame u..

U are free to do anything u want.

im glad u've find ur life.

i'll always pray u'll be happy with it..

so..

Zack, continue ur journey..

u won't know what happen next.

how amazing life is.

Allah for sure, have a better plan for u..

think positive..

Be happy..

There will be always happiness beside u :)

11 layers of me ~

LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE

Name: Zack

Eye Color: Dark Brown

Hair Color: Dark Brown

Righty or Lefty: Righty

LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE

Your heritage: Asian

Your fears: missing someone

Your perfect pizza: pizza hut?

Goal you'd like to achieve: being the best to everyone i love

LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW:

Your thoughts first waking up: Pray

Your best physical feature: smile? hehe

Your bedtime: After 3 am

Your most missed memory: the day when i saw her

LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK:

Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi

McDonald's or Burger King: none

Single or group dates: Single

Adidas or Nike: Adidas

Lipton Tea or Nestea: Lipton tea

Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate

Cappuccino or coffee: none

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?

Smoke: No

Cuss: Sometimes

Take a shower: Yep

Have a crush: Yep

Think you've been in love: many time

Like(d) school: No

Want to get married: yep

Believe in yourself: No

Think you're a health freak: Yep

LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH

Gone to the mall: Yep

Been on stage: No

Eaten Sushi: No

Been dumped: No

Gone skating: No

Dyed your hair: Yep

Done any psychedelic drugs: No

LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER

Played a stripping game: No

Gotten beaten up: No

Changed who you were to fit in: sumtimes..

LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLD

Age your hoping to be married: Yep

Are you hoping to have kids: even though i scare to kids. i want them too :)

How old do you wish to live to? dun wanna think about it

LAYER NINE: IN A GIRL/GUY

Best eye color: blue

Best hair color: dark black

Short or long hair: long hair..

LAYER TEN: WHAT WERE YOU DOING

1 MINUTE AGO: answering this Question

1 HOUR AGO: hang out with my friends

1 WEEK AGO: thinking..

1 YEAR AGO: I'm with her..

LAYER 11:FINISH THE SENTENCE

I LOVE: U.. how i wish u would appreciate that

I FEEL: Alone

I HATE: Express my feels

I HIDE: My feels, its better that way

I MISS: Her.. so much

I NEED: To sleep..

assignment..
hurm. i dunno..
there's a lot of work that need to be done.

after this, i've to make a new blog.
for my law and committee society.
ades.. ( MORE WORK TO DO )

tension2..

i miss my home.
lama x plg..
i miss u mom.
i miss u dad.
i miss all my siblings. miss my sis..
miss my lil bro. lama x maki2 + gaduh2 ngan dia. hahaha..
adehh~~

feels so alone nowadays..
i miss u all..
really much
=')

Flowerpot

You come to me from some place far away


My heart trembles, how can I express my feelings?


You stole my heart from the start


and gave me an incurable sickness


I want to become a flowerpot. I pray always.

Chorus


I’ll become a flowerpot that sits on your small windowsill


Though I can’t speak or want anything at all


I’ll be able to see you smile and feel your touch once in awhile


And I’ll be the one gazing at your face as you sleep


You leave me for some place far away


How can I stop my tears from falling?


You had my heart from the start


and made me suffer an incurable sickness


I want to become a flowerpot. I pray always

Chorus


I’ll become a flower pot that sits on your small windowsill


Though I can’t speak or want anything at all


I’ll be able to see you smile and feel your touch once in awhile


And I’ll be the one gazing at your face as you sleep


I’ll become a flowerpot that sits on your small windowsill


Though I can’t speak or want anything at all


I’ll be able to see you smile and feel your touch once in awhile


And I’ll be the one gazing at your face as you sleep


I’ll become a flowerpot that sits on your small windowsill


Though I can’t speak or want anything at all


I’ll be able to see you smile and feel your touch once in awhile



And I’ll be the one gazing at your face as you sleep

- flowerpot by alex..
this is a korean song actually.
i love this song.
it means a lot to me..

the only exception ~

When I was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist

But darling,
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Keep a straight face

And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now
I had sworn to myself that I'm
Content with loneliness

Because none of it was ever worth the risk

Well, You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't
Let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving
In the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream

Ohh---

You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

And I'm on my way to believing
Oh, And I'm on my way to believing



- a song by paramore. my current addiction right now. huhu..
how i wish there's a girl would love me this way. LoL..
in my dream, its not impossible i guess.. ;)

im back ~

yea.. its been a long time since i din write anything here.
i miss my blog =.="

actually.. i jz started my sem.
my second year. huhh~
sekejap ja masa.. next year already my final year..

hurm.. selain drpd start new sem.
i actually researching a lot about the sign of the last day..
the spirituality of the muslim people.
the system that we live nowadays.
and etc..
i guess i'll share my thought about it. in my next post..

i read a lot of book and watch a lot of videos from sheikh Imran Hosein. ( i hope i can meet him ) he is a really wise man. love his speech.
if u don't believe me. go and watch his speech. u can find it at utube. there's a lot of videos that show's his speech.

i guess that's all for now.

hv a good day all.
may Allah bless us all..