- arabian nights -

within 3 weeks.. im going to a gala night dinner. its compulsory for me as i am the member of committee for law and commerce student.
haiysh.. tension actually.
cuz idk what to wear =.="
anyone can suggest me what to wear?

the theme for this dinner is arabian night + hari raya..

maybe im going to wear jubah only..
smart juga kan? huhu

anyway, it just great.. everyone bring their partner for this dinner.
me?
nvm la.. x perlu partner pon. duduk meja bujang ja.. hahaha ;p
if there's anyone ask me to be her partner.. naa ada la tue.
kalo teda. diam2 sudeh ~ ~
haiysh.. doesnt matter lah.
its not important for me though..

what important now,
my leg. my ankle. my stomach. my chest. every part at my body are all hurt :(
thanx to the work out at gym.
i enjoy the pain T.T
kalau da work out susah2 mcm nie.. x tough. x kurus lg..
x taw la mo cakap apa..

right now,
im going to the gym for 4 times a week.
eat less. work hard. study smart.
hahah.. nice words ait..

i've set my goal.. within 2 month. im gonna lose 7-10 kg.
yes i can!
aku mo jd kurus blk.. not kurus.
fit! i wanna be fit as ever. healthy. confident and etc~
nt.. da smart badan. bole la aku ngorat awek2 cun..
hahah. just kidding mom.
anak mak nie baek. dia x mengurat da..
smpai abes studi baru dia pikir mo cari sum1 tuk diri dia :)

okei, back to the stori.
enjoy owh.. pegi gym nie. ada training boxing, muay thai, mma..
huhu. walaupon, baru buat latihan muscle aku mo muntah da =.="
lama x exercise punya pasal..

okei.. enough stori edi..
im going to the gym 1st..
c u there..

- Maybe -

Maybe..
One day, we will walk along this journey together..

Maybe..
One day, i don't have to wake up..
and think that u hv stop loving me..

Maybe..
u won't give up on me & i won't give up on u..

Maybe..
Even though we're far apart..
We will always love each other..

Maybe..
Our love never grows old..

Maybe..
All the love song in this world are meant to be for u..

Maybe..
it's true the space within my hand are meant to be for u..

Maybe..
Thats y god create 1 heart instead of two..
so, ur heart and mine should be bond until the end of our day..

How i wish
i could delete all those Maybe..

I just want you and i forever
like this..




to everyone who's in love in this world.
may u all be in love. be happy. cherish all the people u love.

man from mars, woman from venus~

worth my money.
worth my time.
reading the book!

~i love it~

i took this pic cuz?
i wanna hide my ears.
ada bekas pierce.
x suka tgk..

btw..
this pic is for u :)

nsem kan?
HAHAHA :P

no more pierce~

im beautiful the way i am..

trust ~

I like this words..
huhu.

tadi..
i've conversation with my friends.

both of them saying about Love n Love n Love =.="
typical la.. gurls mest suka cerita Love2 nie..

So, mcm biasa lah.
aku berdepan lg dgn soalan.
z, ko bila lg?

adui.. napa la soalan nie ja blk2..
ada gf org tnya..
teda gf di tnya jg..
=.="

so, aku cakap simple ja.
hurm..
kalo kamu penah rasa la..
mcmna frustnya kena cheat. kamu taw la kenapa aku single.
hahaha..

damn~
i just feels like i wanna laugh out loud oni.
zzz..

sblm kami cerita nie..
petang tue
1 of my friend texting me
saying that all guys are the same.
suma xle d pcaya la..
n mcm2 g diskriminasi thadap llaki =.="

xpalah.
aku faham lah tue..
aku pon penah jg marah mcm tue dgn ppuan..

but still..
i cant denied the fact that i need her.
i mean i need that special someone in my life.
i never blame all girls are liar and cheater.
as i know, there's a good 1 out there :)

i just don't like people asking me same Question over n over again
letih la mo jawab.. haiz..

im ready to love someone.
it just there's no one for me to love.
i mean to be my special one.

its not that im choosy or watsoever.
i just want someone who can prove me she's different than the previous i've ever known

girls like boy to fulfill their fairytale.
love them. be there for them whenever they need him

but do u deserved to be treat like that?
or u jz fooling him and satisfied ur imagination about love?

just don't ask me silly Question about love again pls.
kalo ada, ada la tue..
kalo teda, im happier this way la maksudnya.

enough talk i guess..

wat important is.
i wont let my imaginary person stuck in my head.
i'll open my eyes for who might change what my view towards love.
to u who might be the special one~
i love u.
haha :D

i promise myself.
i wont hurt myself no more.

time.
people tend to change what they've done.
rather then to think what they've had now.

love.
once i found U my Mr's right.
i will always be here for u.
there's no doubt bout that :)

life.
thank u lord for everything.
u really change me.

~ i am 100% better then yesterday ~

Night and day

siang dan malam..
inilah topik yg ingin aku tulis pada hari ini.
semalam, seharian aku mendengar lecture daripada sheikh Imran Hosein.
watch at youtube.
then, smpai satu lecture dia. dia cakap tentang marriage in islam.
Im really thankful for the lecture, as i learn a lot through it.
post ini jg adalah berdasarkan ilmu yg di pelajari dari lecture beliau.
so, dlm lecture dia. Dia cakap psl satu ayat dalam al-Quran tentang kejadian malam dan siang dan perkaitannya tentang lelaki dan perempuan.

melalui surah Al-Lail ayat 1 -3
Demi malam apabila menutupi (cahaya siang)
Demi siang apabila terang benderang
Demi penciptaan lelaki dan perempuan

A simple words yet so meaningful.
i feel so touched by this words of Allah :')

if we really understand this words.
Allah describe man and woman as night and day.

"Demi siang apabila cahaya terang benderang."
ini adalah untuk penciptaan lelaki yg berfungsi seperti hari siang.
di mana lelaki akan melakukan kerja2 nya secara terang-terangan.
seperti hari siang yg memberi cahayanya ke seluruh alam.

lebih dari itu, kita boleh melihat signifikan daripada ayat ini melalui kejadian alam itu sendiri
kita dapat lihat ini melalui betapa tertariknya nya siang dan malam.
apabila siang, fajar menyinsing..
matahari akan terbit secara perlahan2 dan kita lihat saja bagaimana ia ingin terbit.
ia akan terbit meninggalkn hari malam dgn cahaya subuh yg tidak panas.
tidak terik..
ia seperti tidak mahu meninggalkn hari mlm..

sama seperti kejadian lelaki dan perempuan.
yg sentiasa attract to each other.

"demi malam apabila menutupi cahaya siang"
tidak cukup dgn kejadian fajar menyinsing..
kita lihat sahaja kejadian matahari terbenam.
apa yg dapat kita lihat?
adakah matahari akan terbenam seperti cahaya pagi?

tentunya tidak..
ia akan terbenam dgn cahayanya yg malap dan sayu.
seperti tidak ingin meninggalkn hari siang.
jika kita meragui kejadian ini.
kita kaji sendiri dan lihat kejadian alam itu.
betapa indah Allah mencipta alam ini.
betapa indah kejadian alam ini, memberi signifikan kepada manusia itu sendiri.

Di cipta malam itu untuk kita lihat dan berfikir,
bagaimana malam itu berfungsi
ia tidak panas, dan akan di terangi dgn cahaya bulan dan bintang2..
indah kan?
ia penuh dgn misteri dan tanda tanya.
sama seperti kejadian wanita yg penuh dgn kelembutan dan keindahan.

Maha suci Allah utk penciptaan kita di atas muka bumi ini.
yang mempunyai fungsi masing2..
yang mempunyai keindahan masing2..

" Demi penciptaan lelaki dan perempuan "
di ciptanya lelaki dan perempuan.
adalah untuk stand side by side to each other.
lelaki memerlukan perempuan, sama seperti perempuan memerlukan lelaki.

lelaki dgn fungsinya sendiri..
dan perempuan dgn fungsinya sendiri..

Allah itu maha pengasih lagi maha penyayang.
di ciptanya dalam hati kita perasaan kasih sayang dan cinta.
satu benda yg tidak dapat kita beli di mana2..
dgn bersatunya perasaan kita ini dgn pasangan kita.

then it will be a piece of heaven on this earth :)

u don't believe it?
ask urself..
wat do u feel when u in love?
describable?
speechless?
unexplained feeling?

u told me..

hurm.. what matter is.
adakah kita bercinta berdasarkan hukum Allah itu..
adakah kita berfungsi dgn sepatutnya..

adakah kita bercinta berdasarkan hukum Allah..
adakah kita bercinta berlandaskan nafsu atau perasaan sayang?
adakah kita bercinta untuk mengikut org lain atau kemahuan kita?
adakah kita bercinta untuk mencari keredhaan Allah?

Allah mencipta kita dgn sebaik2 penciptaan.
kita di beri akal untuk berfikir.
kita di beri emosi utk merasa.

apakah balasan kita kepada tuhan kita yg memberi kita rasa ini.
memberi kita anugerah ini.
adakah kita akan mengingatinya di kala kita bahagia?
ataupun kita lalai dan leka di buai perasaan cinta itu sendiri.

sometimes i feels like i wanna cried when i think about all of this.

i hope i wont fall in love again.
its not that i don't want to.
it just because i want a real relationship.
a relationship bless by Allah.
Married.

im young and i want to get married
to feel real love.

is that a problem?
i dont think so.
for me, the real problem is when u are with someone and you are in relationship with him/her
for a long time..
if u can avoid urself from doing bad deeds its good for u.
but if u can't?

holding hands..
hug there.. hug here..
kiss there.. kiss here..
do that..
do this..
is that we call love?
hurm..

may Allah guide us to the right path..
im jz a normal person with a normal thoughts..
sharing what i wanna share.
if im wrong, its all on my fault.
whats come best from this post is based on Allah wills.

tQ my lord for everything..