"Truth is, everybody is going to hurt you, you just gotta find the ones worth suffering for."
-Bob Marley-
-Bob Marley-
November 15, 2010
Holiday Over
Okei. tinggal berapa hari sahaja lg holiday saya.
my time is up =.="
holiday is over.
the war begin again.
hurm. study2.
jgn malas2.
okei. aku imbas kembali cuti aku kali nie..
aku x taw apa aku buat.
damn. thats pathetic i guess.
teda ilmu baru dapat time cuti nie.
teda stori baru yg best2.
ujian?
bertimpa2..
dgn family, dgn life, dgn people around me.
hurm.
but u know me. nvr feels terrible bout it.
thats life ;)
tuhan bg kita hidup, lg mo byk songeh ka?
hadapi la dgn tenang kan. hadapi dgn senyuman.
berbaik sangka sahaja dlm segala urusan .
semua ini hanyalah sementara.
org yg paling kuat itu, adalah org yg slalu bersabar :)
yeah.. ingat seja ayat tue. terus aku happy.
xmo sedih2. xmo tension2. xmo depressed.
im not that kind of person anymore.
anyway..
19 nie blk s.alam..
apa aku mo buat blk sna nie?
hurm.
Fokus studi mcm biasa.
Fulfill my destiny 1st. Fokus dgn apa yg org tua saya mahu.
bawa blk scroll degree =.="
okei2. yea.. sure i can do it. insyaAllah..
selain dari tue.
aku mo servay2 hp baru. xperia x10?
who knows ;)
mo upgrade pc.
mo install game baru dlm psp.
n lastly.
my mission for the incoming year.
getting fit again.
say no to fast food. say no to roti canai. say no to coklat.
say yes to fruit, say yes to mineral water, say yes to diet.
sy mest pegi gym.
at least, 3 times a week :)
work hard and committed.
sure i can.
btw.. aku mo kurus nie. bukan sbb apa pon.
sbb mahu jaga kesihatan.
xmo la. muda2 lagi kena penyakit segala bagai.
prevent is the best cure rite?
lagipun, bila badan kurus sket nie..
level of confident pun automatically naek.
byk juga cewek2 mo ngurat saya.
hahahah :p
tedalah..
sori gurls, sy xmo kapel. sy enjoy single.
kalo ya saya mo kapel.
sy mo dia ppuan yg x mo bg sy ada direct interaction dgn dia.
i mean, physical touch.
haiysh.. ini benda kalo aku cakap sama org.
org kc ketawa ja aku.. org slalu cakap.
ala.. pegang tangan seja. bukan apa pun..
HAHAHA.
i dun wanna fall in that kind of trap again.
tue mainan setan ja suma tue. sikit2 ja. teda pa2 pon.
mcm haram.
dari sikit2 tue la jadi macam2.
biarlah sy single ja. tidak hidup dalam maksiat.
sy xmo anak2 saya nt, mdapat bencana hasil drpd perbuatan jahat sy masa muda.
xmo.
moga2 Allah memberi rahmat dan hidayah kepada ku.
insyaAllah.
so, gurls.
jgn salah faham ya. sy bukan cakap sy ni alim. btrip alim.
nda..
sy cuma mahu jaga diri saya. sy mahu syg org. cinta org.
sbb personaliti dia.
sbb hati dia.
bukan sbb nafsu ja semata2.
nafsu nie, nda pndai puas..
bagi la 1 gunung emas pon. mau lg next 1. mau lg next 1.
sy?
sy tidak mahu la mcm tue. mohon2 la tuhan selalu jaga hati saya.
saya tidak mahu ada perasaan mcm tue..
moga Allah beri saya kekuatan mengawal nafsu yg tidak baik.
sy byk buat mistake dlm hidup nie.
sy regret semua tue.
tp sy tidak akan gv up meminta keampunan tuhan.
dia yg menemani hati ini d kala sunyi.
dia yg mengisi ruang hati ini d kala kesedihan.
dia lebih mengenali diriku berbanding aku mengenali diriku sendiri.
itulah cinta agung.
love u my Lord. Allah swt.
my time is up =.="
holiday is over.
the war begin again.
hurm. study2.
jgn malas2.
okei. aku imbas kembali cuti aku kali nie..
aku x taw apa aku buat.
damn. thats pathetic i guess.
teda ilmu baru dapat time cuti nie.
teda stori baru yg best2.
ujian?
bertimpa2..
dgn family, dgn life, dgn people around me.
hurm.
but u know me. nvr feels terrible bout it.
thats life ;)
tuhan bg kita hidup, lg mo byk songeh ka?
hadapi la dgn tenang kan. hadapi dgn senyuman.
berbaik sangka sahaja dlm segala urusan .
semua ini hanyalah sementara.
org yg paling kuat itu, adalah org yg slalu bersabar :)
yeah.. ingat seja ayat tue. terus aku happy.
xmo sedih2. xmo tension2. xmo depressed.
im not that kind of person anymore.
anyway..
19 nie blk s.alam..
apa aku mo buat blk sna nie?
hurm.
Fokus studi mcm biasa.
Fulfill my destiny 1st. Fokus dgn apa yg org tua saya mahu.
bawa blk scroll degree =.="
okei2. yea.. sure i can do it. insyaAllah..
selain dari tue.
aku mo servay2 hp baru. xperia x10?
who knows ;)
mo upgrade pc.
mo install game baru dlm psp.
n lastly.
my mission for the incoming year.
getting fit again.
say no to fast food. say no to roti canai. say no to coklat.
say yes to fruit, say yes to mineral water, say yes to diet.
sy mest pegi gym.
at least, 3 times a week :)
work hard and committed.
sure i can.
btw.. aku mo kurus nie. bukan sbb apa pon.
sbb mahu jaga kesihatan.
xmo la. muda2 lagi kena penyakit segala bagai.
prevent is the best cure rite?
lagipun, bila badan kurus sket nie..
level of confident pun automatically naek.
byk juga cewek2 mo ngurat saya.
hahahah :p
tedalah..
sori gurls, sy xmo kapel. sy enjoy single.
kalo ya saya mo kapel.
sy mo dia ppuan yg x mo bg sy ada direct interaction dgn dia.
i mean, physical touch.
haiysh.. ini benda kalo aku cakap sama org.
org kc ketawa ja aku.. org slalu cakap.
ala.. pegang tangan seja. bukan apa pun..
HAHAHA.
i dun wanna fall in that kind of trap again.
tue mainan setan ja suma tue. sikit2 ja. teda pa2 pon.
mcm haram.
dari sikit2 tue la jadi macam2.
biarlah sy single ja. tidak hidup dalam maksiat.
sy xmo anak2 saya nt, mdapat bencana hasil drpd perbuatan jahat sy masa muda.
xmo.
moga2 Allah memberi rahmat dan hidayah kepada ku.
insyaAllah.
so, gurls.
jgn salah faham ya. sy bukan cakap sy ni alim. btrip alim.
nda..
sy cuma mahu jaga diri saya. sy mahu syg org. cinta org.
sbb personaliti dia.
sbb hati dia.
bukan sbb nafsu ja semata2.
nafsu nie, nda pndai puas..
bagi la 1 gunung emas pon. mau lg next 1. mau lg next 1.
sy?
sy tidak mahu la mcm tue. mohon2 la tuhan selalu jaga hati saya.
saya tidak mahu ada perasaan mcm tue..
moga Allah beri saya kekuatan mengawal nafsu yg tidak baik.
sy byk buat mistake dlm hidup nie.
sy regret semua tue.
tp sy tidak akan gv up meminta keampunan tuhan.
dia yg menemani hati ini d kala sunyi.
dia yg mengisi ruang hati ini d kala kesedihan.
dia lebih mengenali diriku berbanding aku mengenali diriku sendiri.
itulah cinta agung.
love u my Lord. Allah swt.
Jam pasir
Kenapa aku letak pic nie?
sbb aku mahu beli jam pasir nie.
hehe.
sbb aku mo beli adalah kerana hidup aku nie mcm dalam jam pasir ja.
1 day my times will up.
when the times up.
im gonna meet my creator =.="
so, am i prepair for it?
naa.. taw nda prepair. beringat2 la selalu.
kalo dpn computer, asek maen game. tgk2 la jam pasir nie..
rasa2 blom solat tue. bole suda tue pause dlu.
p solat..
bole2 suda tue baca yassin sket ka. baca buku ilmu agama ka.
jgn asek maen game ja. wat benda nda da faedah ja.
rite?
so, teknik beli jam pasir nie. bole la juga d aplikasi kpd readers2 yg berminat ;)
hehe.
sharing is caring rite. kalo kamu ada teknik lain. spaya slalu ingat kta nie sekejap d dunia nie. share sama saya dlu k.
em, btw..
smlm cerita2 sama adik aku.
so, dia cakap la. masa d umah.. x sabar aku mo kuar dr umah nie. tp nt aku suda jauh, mest aku x sabar mo pulang umah nie..
aku cakap ja..
itu lah manusia. x pernah rasa cukup..
aku bgtaw la dia, betapa untungnya dia. dpt membesar bersama keluarga.
ada emak siang pagi petang malam tgk dia.
membebel utk dia. ada ayah mo sound2 dia.
sumtimes, benda yg plg kta nda suka tue la yg nt kta akan rindukan.
mcm aku.
aku form 1 masuk asrama.
smpai form 3..
pastu, form 4 aku tinggal setahun dgn family.
form 5.. aku sndiri lg..
see?
bila masanya ada org tgk aku?
i mean. aku x membesar mcm remaja2 lain.
aku x cakap aku x bsyukur k. tidak.
saya sgt bsyukur ada family yg baik. yg penyayang. they are my everything.
tp, utk mengingatkn org yg tidak pernah melalui apa yg saya rasa.
kena la cakap camtue kan?
kita akan tahu bsyukur kalo tgk ada org lain lg kesian dr kita.
so, kepada adik ku.
bersyukur lah engkau.
kalau aku, aku seboleh2 mahu habes blajar cpt nie.
jaga mak ayah. aku xmo la kawin awal kalo bole. ada jodoh lain cerita la.
tp, mo jaga dorg dlu.. mo bawa dorg p cuti2.. jalan2.
besarkn lagi bilik dorg.
tambah lg org gaji dorg kalo dorg mo.
i wanna be the one that they can hold on to.
next topik kami..
cmna bha ko mo kawin kalo ko nda serius sma ppuan tue?
nie la soalan adik aku sma aku.
aku jawab..
mcmna emak sama ayah bole kawin smpai 40 tahun..
ko ingat dorg ada bcinta sblm kawin?
naaa..
end of story terus adik ku.
hahahaha..
my lil brothers.
appreciate everything around u.
think more, talk less.
1 day, u gonna find what u looking for.
kenapa kita sentiasa kembali?
pegi mana2 pon. jauh mana pon travel around the world.
mest kembali juga 1 day.
kenapa?
sbb itulah hakikat kehidupan kita.
dari mana kita datang. di situ akan kita kembali..
Dari dia kita datang, kepada dia juga kita kembali..
May Allah bless our journey ;)
Kenapa aku letak pic nie?
sbb aku mahu beli jam pasir nie.
hehe.
sbb aku mo beli adalah kerana hidup aku nie mcm dalam jam pasir ja.
1 day my times will up.
when the times up.
im gonna meet my creator =.="
so, am i prepair for it?
naa.. taw nda prepair. beringat2 la selalu.
kalo dpn computer, asek maen game. tgk2 la jam pasir nie..
rasa2 blom solat tue. bole suda tue pause dlu.
p solat..
bole2 suda tue baca yassin sket ka. baca buku ilmu agama ka.
jgn asek maen game ja. wat benda nda da faedah ja.
rite?
so, teknik beli jam pasir nie. bole la juga d aplikasi kpd readers2 yg berminat ;)
hehe.
sharing is caring rite. kalo kamu ada teknik lain. spaya slalu ingat kta nie sekejap d dunia nie. share sama saya dlu k.
em, btw..
smlm cerita2 sama adik aku.
so, dia cakap la. masa d umah.. x sabar aku mo kuar dr umah nie. tp nt aku suda jauh, mest aku x sabar mo pulang umah nie..
aku cakap ja..
itu lah manusia. x pernah rasa cukup..
aku bgtaw la dia, betapa untungnya dia. dpt membesar bersama keluarga.
ada emak siang pagi petang malam tgk dia.
membebel utk dia. ada ayah mo sound2 dia.
sumtimes, benda yg plg kta nda suka tue la yg nt kta akan rindukan.
mcm aku.
aku form 1 masuk asrama.
smpai form 3..
pastu, form 4 aku tinggal setahun dgn family.
form 5.. aku sndiri lg..
see?
bila masanya ada org tgk aku?
i mean. aku x membesar mcm remaja2 lain.
aku x cakap aku x bsyukur k. tidak.
saya sgt bsyukur ada family yg baik. yg penyayang. they are my everything.
tp, utk mengingatkn org yg tidak pernah melalui apa yg saya rasa.
kena la cakap camtue kan?
kita akan tahu bsyukur kalo tgk ada org lain lg kesian dr kita.
so, kepada adik ku.
bersyukur lah engkau.
kalau aku, aku seboleh2 mahu habes blajar cpt nie.
jaga mak ayah. aku xmo la kawin awal kalo bole. ada jodoh lain cerita la.
tp, mo jaga dorg dlu.. mo bawa dorg p cuti2.. jalan2.
besarkn lagi bilik dorg.
tambah lg org gaji dorg kalo dorg mo.
i wanna be the one that they can hold on to.
next topik kami..
cmna bha ko mo kawin kalo ko nda serius sma ppuan tue?
nie la soalan adik aku sma aku.
aku jawab..
mcmna emak sama ayah bole kawin smpai 40 tahun..
ko ingat dorg ada bcinta sblm kawin?
naaa..
end of story terus adik ku.
hahahaha..
my lil brothers.
appreciate everything around u.
think more, talk less.
1 day, u gonna find what u looking for.
kenapa kita sentiasa kembali?
pegi mana2 pon. jauh mana pon travel around the world.
mest kembali juga 1 day.
kenapa?
sbb itulah hakikat kehidupan kita.
dari mana kita datang. di situ akan kita kembali..
Dari dia kita datang, kepada dia juga kita kembali..
May Allah bless our journey ;)
November 14, 2010
cayman island
Through the alleyways
To cool off in the shadows
Then into the street
Following the water
There's a bearded man
Paddling in his canoe
Looks as if he has
Come all the way from the Cayman Islands
These canals, it seems
They all go in circles
Places look the same,
And we're the only difference
The wind is in your hair
It's covering my view
I'm holding on to you
On a bike we've hired until tomorrow
If only they could see
If only they had been here
They would understand
How someone could have chosen
To go the length I've gone
To spend just one day riding
Holding on to you
I never thought it would be this clear
i really love this song.
really fall in love with it, so for the 1st time im gonna attached a song to my blog. hehe.
this is a cover, sing by Emmy Curl.
Love her voice. Love u Emmy Curl.
thanx for singing such a wonderful song for me. haha ;p
Hope u all enjoy it guys ;)
To cool off in the shadows
Then into the street
Following the water
There's a bearded man
Paddling in his canoe
Looks as if he has
Come all the way from the Cayman Islands
These canals, it seems
They all go in circles
Places look the same,
And we're the only difference
The wind is in your hair
It's covering my view
I'm holding on to you
On a bike we've hired until tomorrow
If only they could see
If only they had been here
They would understand
How someone could have chosen
To go the length I've gone
To spend just one day riding
Holding on to you
I never thought it would be this clear
i really love this song.
really fall in love with it, so for the 1st time im gonna attached a song to my blog. hehe.
this is a cover, sing by Emmy Curl.
Love her voice. Love u Emmy Curl.
thanx for singing such a wonderful song for me. haha ;p
Hope u all enjoy it guys ;)
new layout
Yea.. saya suda update layout saya.
Layout baru. hehe.
new layout, new story, new me.
hehehe..
so guys, how's my layout?
drop me some comment kayh.
im gonna appreciate it ;)
btw. Thx to aizat ahmad for helping me updating this new layout.
credit to u dudes.
Layout baru. hehe.
new layout, new story, new me.
hehehe..
so guys, how's my layout?
drop me some comment kayh.
im gonna appreciate it ;)
btw. Thx to aizat ahmad for helping me updating this new layout.
credit to u dudes.
Firasat Hati
Kelmarin
Kulihat awan membentuk wajahmu
Desah angin meniupkan namamu
Tubuhku terpaku
Semalam
Bulan sabit melengkungkan senyummu
Tabur bintang serupa kilau auramu
Akupun sadari
Kusegra berlari
Cepat pulang
Cepat kembali jangan pergi lagi
Firasatku ingin kau tuk cepat pulang
Cepat kembali jangan pergi lagi...
Akhirnya
Bagai sungai yang mendamba samudra
Kutahu pasti kemana kan ku bermuara
Smoga ada waktu
Sayangku
Kupercaya alam pun berbahasa
Ada makna dibalik semua pertanda
Firasat ini
Rasa rindukah ataukah kedamaian
Aku tak perduli
Kuterus berlari
Cepat pulang
Cepat kembali jangan pergi lagi
Firasatku ingin kau tuk cepat pulang
Cepat kembali jangan pergi lagi
Dan lihatlah sayang
Hujan turun membasahi
Seolah turun air mata
Cepat pulang
Cepat kembali jangan pergi lagi
Firasatku ingin kau tuk cepat pulang
Cepat kembali jangan pergi lagi
Firasatku ingin kau tuk cepat pulang
Pulang...
Aku pun sadari
Engkaulah firasat hati..
To mrs Z.. whenever u are. i dedicate this song for u.
eventhough i haven't meet u yet. i want u to know. i love u. this much ;)
November 13, 2010
It's me
hurm. last nite. there's a lot of stuff going through my mind..
about my family, my edu, my life, the people around me..
im really not in d good mood this several week actually.
but, nvm..
im a very motivated person ;)
xmo emo2. hehe.
im gonna walk my talk.
not just talk talk talk but simply nothing i can do bout it.
anyway, next year..
is my final year of degree..
to all my friend, im sorry if i've done a mistake to all of u k.
wish me luck for my final year.
can't wait to finish this..
eventhough i know, im gonna miss my campus life =.="
Mom.. Dad..
im not a better son of yours.
i've done a lot of mistake through my entire life.
until this moment, im regret for everything bad that ive done.
but, mom.. dad.. Thanx.
Thanx for never give up on me.
the only person on this entire world who never give up on me.
is both of u. thanx.
ur love make me alive mom. dad..
i promise mom.. dad..
i promise im gonna make u proud..
I really love u mom.. Dad..
So, right now..
i should not mess my mind think about sumthing i should not think of..
Love?
No.. don't think about it.
i don't know. i just don't think im suits to anyone rite now.
it's not that im frustrated or watsoever.
i just don't know why i should be love, and should be love.
if i ask myself, why should i hv a gf?
I can't find an answer for it yet..
btw.. U..
im sorry k. it's not that i don't wanna be friend with u or ignore u.
i just don't wanna disturb anyone relationship.
im not that type of guy.
i've know well the pain when sum1 took away ur love one.
and im not gonna make anyone else feel that kinda of things.
U should be happy k.
he's way better then me.
he's more lovable then me.
Don't u fall on me, cuz im not gonna catch u..
im sorry.
cuz, i ain't ur mr right.
im mr nobody.
and im comfortable with that.
Holiday..
hurm, 1 week left until my holiday is over..
im gonna miss home.
miss my mom, my dad..
my sis, my brother's..
my cat's..
im sorry mom dad..
sorry for taking a long time to get back on my feet.
sorry for not being home for so long.
i guess, the memory will fade away with time.
i should not remember what i should not.
If this is a story, i guess i can write a novel with a thousand pages..
anyway, there always happy ending rite?
im gonna wait for it ;)
about my family, my edu, my life, the people around me..
im really not in d good mood this several week actually.
but, nvm..
im a very motivated person ;)
xmo emo2. hehe.
im gonna walk my talk.
not just talk talk talk but simply nothing i can do bout it.
anyway, next year..
is my final year of degree..
to all my friend, im sorry if i've done a mistake to all of u k.
wish me luck for my final year.
can't wait to finish this..
eventhough i know, im gonna miss my campus life =.="
Mom.. Dad..
im not a better son of yours.
i've done a lot of mistake through my entire life.
until this moment, im regret for everything bad that ive done.
but, mom.. dad.. Thanx.
Thanx for never give up on me.
the only person on this entire world who never give up on me.
is both of u. thanx.
ur love make me alive mom. dad..
i promise mom.. dad..
i promise im gonna make u proud..
I really love u mom.. Dad..
So, right now..
i should not mess my mind think about sumthing i should not think of..
Love?
No.. don't think about it.
i don't know. i just don't think im suits to anyone rite now.
it's not that im frustrated or watsoever.
i just don't know why i should be love, and should be love.
if i ask myself, why should i hv a gf?
I can't find an answer for it yet..
btw.. U..
im sorry k. it's not that i don't wanna be friend with u or ignore u.
i just don't wanna disturb anyone relationship.
im not that type of guy.
i've know well the pain when sum1 took away ur love one.
and im not gonna make anyone else feel that kinda of things.
U should be happy k.
he's way better then me.
he's more lovable then me.
Don't u fall on me, cuz im not gonna catch u..
im sorry.
cuz, i ain't ur mr right.
im mr nobody.
and im comfortable with that.
Holiday..
hurm, 1 week left until my holiday is over..
im gonna miss home.
miss my mom, my dad..
my sis, my brother's..
my cat's..
im sorry mom dad..
sorry for taking a long time to get back on my feet.
sorry for not being home for so long.
i guess, the memory will fade away with time.
i should not remember what i should not.
If this is a story, i guess i can write a novel with a thousand pages..
anyway, there always happy ending rite?
im gonna wait for it ;)
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