The wife

Mulai saat ini setiap post yg kena publish adalah tulisan dari isteri arwah Zakwanyzan. Jadi sudah pasti setiap kata kata mungkin tidak sama dari segi idea, cara penulisan dan juga sudut pandangan. Saja saja mengisi blog untuk mengubat rindu. 

Blog ni saya pernah baca masa awal awal mau berkawan dulu. itupun belum baca habis. Syukur juga ada blog ni bolehlah sedikit sebanyak ubati rindu tu sikit sikit. mungkin x juga sikit..banyak kali :) Lepas ni boleh la anak anak pulak baca kan. inshaa Allah,

Until Jannah

Indahnya..

Bila bercinta kerna Allah.

di mana pun dia

Berapa jauh pun dia

Masih terasa akan kasih sayangnya

kerna yang pasti

Selagi Allah s.w.t di hati

Cinta

akan sentiasa segar bersemadi.

Selamat ulang tahun yang keempat sang suami. 

My son, Saif Alfurqan. He was born with a symbradactily on his left hand. Which makes the hand smaller than the other hand. Me n my wife nvr knew this until the day he was born. Medical terms cant define the exact reason as why did this happen, there's nothing the mother do or don't that make this happen. This occur about 1 in 32000 newborn, 

I feel sad, empty, angry, and so many negative emotion the moment i knew about this. Why us? Why my child? i have so many question with no one to answer. 

Now, after almost 3 month pampering, loving, caring, diapers changing and etc of my baby. I understand, that Allah hv a better plan for me n my family. This is a gift, a gift in which Allah knows in sha Allah we can love him, protect him, and nuture him to be the best person in this world. And most important of it all, to be the imam of the muttaqin. 

This is my words for u my son. 
Do remember Abah and mama always love u. Be strong, and always hv faith in Allah. You will be most successful in this life and the hereafter. 

TQ Allah. Semoga ak menjadi hamba mu yg bertakwa.

21.3.2013

Alhamdulillah, after a long year break of writing anything, finally I'm back. As u guys can see in that picture, there's lots of things happen through out the year, 21.3.2013 is the date of my solemnization with my wife. I do need to write this as this is the changing phase of my life. History which can't be change forever. 

That morning, I feel nervous, happy, excited, joy, sad, and so many other feelings which I can't explain. Well, I believe everyone that are married knew this feeling. Anyway, the solemnization getting placed at my wife home at Semporna. and it's happen right after Zohor prayer. Sumaidah binti Anam is officially my wife.

Tq Allah, I do feel blessed and in sha Allah, I will do my best to be a good husband to my wife. 

Now, its 31.1.2014. Almost a year of living married life, and still I do love and feel happy with my wife. Challenge do comes and go, and yet how u deal with it matters. All those challenge grows u, and the beautiful thing about getting married is, u are not alone. The challenge of life seems easy with our love ones beside us. may Allah keep our love together, and bless our love always. 

Today, not only we are happily married, Allah also bless us with a child. Few more weeks left before his/her delivery. In sha Allah we are expecting a baby boy. 

Feeling? only Allah knows how it feels to be a husband, and soon to be a father. I know, this is not an easy task of life. Its a lifetime responsibility, and I pray Allah bless me and my wife to be the best mother and father for our child, and may Allah bless us with a child with a solid Iman through out his life. 

2013 is a very memorable year for me, and I believe 2014 has many surprise for me ahead. oh Allah, bless my parents always as they have bless me with so many favor in life and I do pray U unite our family with Iman and Taqwa in our heart. Tq Allah for everything. 

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selamat hari raya.

Alhamdulillah. setelah sekian lama menyepi, dapat jg aku luang masa tulis something di blog aku nie. Indeed, its been months since my last update. There's lot of things happen recently, good and bad and still aku bersyukur dgn semua yang Allah telah tentukan.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri kepada semua umat islam sedunia. Maaf zahir dan batin kepada semua yg mengenali diri ini. Kita tidak tahu bila ajal akan datang menjemput, aku harap siapa2 yang ada aku sakitkan hati, buat perkara2 yang menyinggung, terhutang duit, makan or anything. Forgive me. May Allah bless all of us.

Tema raya tahun ini, hijau! yuhuu.. Herbalife family.
Alhamdulillah. All the family member doing well, mudah-mudahan Allah berkati my family and limpahkan rahmat dan kurnianya pada kami. insyaAllah.

Goodbye student life

2007

datang ke shah alam, bersama ayah dan emak. Mereka menghantar daku dgn harapan untuk aku berjaya dalam pelajaran daku.

aku masih ingat, pada hari pertama aku masuk ke rumah sewa aku.

rumah tingkat 4, berbekalkan barang2 yang byk.

ayah membantu aku mengangkat barang2 itu ke rumah.

ketika itu, tuhan sahaja yang tahu apa peraasaan daku, melihat org tua ku membantu aku mengangkat brg2 yg berat dr bwh sampai ke tingkat 4.

daku mendaftarkan diri sebagai pelajar asasi undang2 di KUTPM (now known as MSU)

asasi undang2 ini sepatutnya di habiskan dalam masa 1 tahun, tapi di sebabkan aku telah lalai, leka, terpedaya dgn budaya bebas di tempat org lain, aku lupa dgn tujuan asal ku.

aku lupa dgn harapan org tua ku.

akhirnya, pada semester 3 iaitu semester terakhir aku ketika asasi.

aku gagal 1 subjek, which means i have to repeat it again.

di sebabkan mengulang subjek yg aku gagal ini.

aku terkandas beberapa bulan sebelum aku dapat meneruskn ke peringkat degree.

pada ketika ini lah aku mengenali rakan2 aku,

shafiq fadzly, ramzul azim, mohd nor faiz, mohd shafiq, malai fahmi azfar.

the list goes on..

tp org2 ini lah yg byk mengukir pemikiran aku. pendirian aku tentang kehidupan.

terlalu byk utk aku hurai kebaikan kwn2 ini.

aku hanya mampu mengucapkan terima kasih.

all this year korg mmg housemate and kawan yg baik.

may Allah bless your future ahead.

2009

aku berjaya menghabiskan asasi undang2 aku, dan dgn ini aku pun meneruskn pelajaran aku ke peringkat seterusnya.

Bachelor in Law and Commerce.

akhirnya, ak bergelar sebagai seorg student degree.

and yes, definitely tanggungjwb aku semakin besar. aku tidak boleh lg mengulang kesilapan lama aku utk leka dlm pelajaran.

ketika ini lah aku di temukan dgn rakan2 kelas yg best.

yang pada mulanya aku agak tidak selesa, disebabkan ketika asasi.

kelas aku hanyalah seramai 20+ org..

suddenly mendaftar untuk degree, kelas aku adalah seramai 50+ people..

di sini, aku mula kenal pada vina dan fadie.

yeah, this two person.. argue a lot. i mean a lot.. specially fadie.

hehe.

doesn't matter, yg penting how many times we argued we still work together in achieving our dream, which is to finish our education together.

this two person really helps me a lot.

support me a lot.

i just don't know how to shows my gratitude to have a good friend like them.

tQ Allah.

tQ for surrounded my with a good friend like them.

May Allah bless your journey ahead guys, thanks for being a good friend all this time.

i really appreciate it.

2012

Akhirnya..

15.3.2012

aku berjaya menghabiskan exam degree terakhir aku.

tuhan sahaja yang tahu apa perasaan aku ketika ini, keluar dewan exam.

i really feels like.

"ya Allah, this journey. its not easy as it looks. and yet i manage to finish this to the end of the line."

akhirnya, setelah hampir 6 tahun bermastatautin di tempat org, belajar sekian lama.

aku berjaya untuk menghabiskannya dan insyaAllah kembali dgn membawa ijazah aku.

the 1st things that came out of my mind is that ayah, mak.

i will make u proud.

i wont let u down.

sekarang, aku akan memulakan praktikal aku selama 6 bulan yg akan bermula dari may hingga nov.

the difference now, is im not living at shah alam anymore.

im gonna do my internship at kota kinabalu sabah.

well, like my dad said to me.

" satu perjalanan yg sudah dilalui dan tak mungkin akan dilalui lagi..."

Thank you Allah.

Thank you mom and dad.

Thank you all my friends that have been supporting me all this years.

Thank you my beloved mai.

thank you everyone.

May Allah bless our journey ahead.

may the experience i've been through all this years make me a better person.

insyaAllah.