a loner story. kah3

Orite.. lama da x update psl cintan2 wakakkaka..
bukan jiwang bha k. tp, yalah.. this is my diary right~
mo cerita dlu psl hidup loner nie. keh3..
well, aku suka ayat d atas tue.
sweet kan? sindir baek punya. huhu..
hurm. aku x tahu mcmna mo story, tp i wanna write it anyway~
so, its been a year and 2 month? 3?
ntah la.. x ingat da..
im being single for that long. wow. lama tue! haha
( padahal ada ja org laen btahun2 teda gf/bf. rilex seja )
well.. aku hairan jg, bule dorg steady =.="
bukan aku ckp aku x steady k.
tp, sumtimes.. yalah. im a student ( currently )
pegi U, tgk kwn2 ada gf, dating sana, dating sni..
texting2.. sayang2. mmuah2.. love2. imy. ily. bla bla bla..
mcm best ja kan?
haiysh.. best tue. ada org caring. keh3..
tp apa kan daya, aku blom lg jumpa org mo caring sal aku nie. hahaha..
aku sndiri geli baca ayat aku nie =.="
anyway, x kesah la. nukilan dr hati org cakap rite? napa mo pretend2 macho ;p
so.. ya. sumtimes, rasa jg la.. owh bestnya org ada gf nie. ada org sayang. ada org care..
tp ntah la..
aku bila sampai part cintan2 nie. aku mcm da hilang sensitivity da =.="
mcm kucing hilang misai. nda hensem kan? kompom dia jalan langgar2 dinding2.
naa.. gtu la aku. haha
so sad =.="
aku tgk awek2 d skeliling aku. xda feel da aku =.="
well im not gay k.
cuma, x rasa da nk mengorat ka.. nk kenal2 ka.
suka la. suka tgk2 gtu ja..
tp prasaan mo kenal. mo mengorat.. mo usha2 tue. xda da..
napa ek?
aku sndiri hairan..
well, mayb because im really careful with matters regarding to my heart?
mayb....

aku nie bukan la cakap aku hot stuff ek. ramai gurl mo aku ka apa ka.. xdalah.. aku ordinary guy ja. kaki dota. x nsem pon. janggut tebal. rambut pacak2. kah3.
tp, ada la masa aku single nie, gurl try to impress me. im impressed actually.
but, impressed doesn't make me love em =.="
bukan perasan k. ( tp bole paham sndiri la, kalo da asyik gurl tue sms kta )

hahahahaha.. aku suka tgk kucing nie! miaow!!!!
ok2.. kucing tue mcm aku jg la lebey kurang.
ok. aku mls k.
ntah la. mls ka ataw mencari alasan =.="
x taw jg. anyway, mls la.. mls mo txting. morning, nite, evening, noon.. semua mo report kah?
adoyai~
bukan budak2 lg bha kita nie.. well, i use to be like that before. haha.
really kiddo of me.
asyik ja mo txting. bosan leh~
seriously, aku cpt bosan dgn txting2 nie. kol?
hurm. haram tue bgayut. bole menimbulkn pkara2 yg x baik utk lelaki.
well, suara pun aurat ppuan :)
nda jg aku cakap texting tue x perlu. cuma, kalo tlalu kerap. what im gonna said?
biar la ba kurang2 text. so slalu rindu. sweet lg gtu kan :)

lgpun.. mo text apa jg lama2 kan. nt, setan bisik2 ja tue suruh manja lebey2 la apa la =.="
kacau line seja setan.. suka kc confuse2 org.
baik2 org syg, jd napsu nt. huhh!
xmo saya mcm tu!
jauh2 lah...

Dota!
hahaha. x bole la kan, d asingkan dota nie dr life aku =.="
sure la. its been 5 years to be exact. aku maen dota nie. lama tue.. kalo baby. pandai bjalan da. blari da kali..
anyway, apa relation dota nie sma life aku.
dulu, masa aku ada gf.. dlu la. idk.. long time ago. kah3..
gf aku ble nangis tue. sbb aku x layan dia. maen dota ja keja aku =.="
haiysh. sungguh kejam aku dlu.
well, skrg x suda la. em.. kurang sket da maen dota nie. mayb.. kurang dlm 5%?
hahaha.. ok la tue kan. dr xda kurang langsung..
anyway. sweet kan pic tue? haha
nt. aku mo propose gf aku. or bakal tunang aku. pakai dota la..
auw~~~ mest terharu dia.. hehe.
well, guy kalo dia berenti maen dota semata2 gurl.. means, that gurl really means sumthing for her ;)

anyway.. life aku. kelas pagi smpai petang.. pastu gym. pastu mlm stdy sket ( konon )
pastu dota..
naa.. mana masa mo layan gf?
mmg patut la xda gurl mo sama aku nie. hahaha.
jgn lah.. aku xmo menyedihkn siapa2. kalo dapat gurl faham. really lucky of me. tp mostly.. non of em will understand =.="

well. thats all for today. byk da merepek. ntah pa2. kah3..
sabar seja la labu. alone doesn't mean u r lonely :)