syukur.

bestnya jadi org islam..

lagi best kalo beriman..

bila ada iman, lg best kalo ada ketaqwaan yg tinggi..

win win situation?

ever heard about that?

well.. rahsia jadi org islam nie, yg org islam sendiri x tahu atau tahu tp tidak sedar..

x lain..

x bukan..

adalah..

they always win :)

why im saying they always win?

well..

kalo dapat rezki lebih.. dapat benda yg selama nie kita mahu.. apa kita perlu ucap?

syukur alhamdulillah.. all praise to Allah. dia yg bagi kita apa kita mahu :)

kalo di timpa musibah.. apa kita perlu buat? melenting? marah? kecewa? sedih?

well.. islam teach us to be patience rite?

apa lagi perkara yg paling kuat kalau bukan sabar? tell me.. apa lg? nabi sendiri cakap.. org plg kuat itu adalah org yg sabar :)

well.. thats y im saying org islam itu sentiasa menang.

bila di timpa musibah, dia bersabar. bersyukur.. sudah pasti ada hikmah di sebalik musibah itu..

kalo dpt rezki melimpah ruah.. bersyukur.. pasti Allah tambah rezki tue..

what else that we need?

still xmo bersyukur?

tepuk dada tanya selera kayh :)

tanya hati tue.. aku nie bersyukur nda?

aku nie tunaikn tanggungjwb aku sebagai muslim nda?

im not provoke anyone or whatsoever..

im not saying im a good muslim too.. but i always wanted to be better then my previous life..

every morning is a new life. everyday is a new beginning..

its up to u, to regret whats u can't change or try to change what u would be come..

jz to share here my story anyway..

dulu, previous back several years ago.. kalo aku ingat balik. zaman2 aku bcintan2. ( monkey2 love nie )gaduh mcm budak2 dgn ex and sebagainya..

kecewa, frustrated bagai..

masa tue, aku rasa kenapa hidup nie mcm nie? kenapa aku yg kena lalui semua nie?

well, masa tu di usia muda di tambah lg dgn kekecewaan yg tidak terhingga..

aku blame org laen.. aku blame nasib aku. ( lemah sungguh iman )

skrg..

aku fikir balik, hikmah di sebalik semua tue.. bestnya.

seriously, i have to appreciate it.

why?

kalo bukan sebab pengalaman aku dgn ex aku. pengalaman memeritkan bagai tue..

will i become the person i am rite now?

will i be looks good as i am rite now?

will i learn to have faith in Allah?

will i have a patience to front any obstacle ahead?

will i love Allah more then anything else?

masa sedih tue.. hanya Allah yg tahu kesedihan yg aku lalui. cinta ilahi yg tabahkn hati aku, hidayahnya beri aku nafas baru.. sumtimes, i can even cried alone when im walking down the park..

where i see, Allah create everything very beautiful.. extremely beautiful. kenapa selama nie aku x tumpu cinta aku, kasih aku pada dia?

dia bagi kita semuanya.. simple thing, eye.. ada ka teknologi zaman skrg nie, yang bole ganti mata kita? ada?

Allah bg kita perfectly beautiful eyes.. still, pernah kita sayang dia? pernah kita bersyukur? jangan lah cakap mo mencintai dia..

pernahkah kita berusaha mengenalinya?

ya Allah.. thx for everything u ever give to my life.

thx for the experience u thought to me..

life is the best experience..

u know what best for me..

i promise im trying to be better muslim..

pls guide me to your path..

cerita rumah ~

Me : u.. what is your dream house?

L : dream house? means?

Me : well, everyone hv their dream house rite.. glass house, house near the beach, house at hills, etc.. so, i wanna know whats your dream house :)

L : My Hubby house, is my dream house..

Me : * speechless *........................

time conversation nie..

aku tgh workout. tgh angkat2 dumbell.. haha.

right after i receive her answer. tergamam aku sekejap =.="

well.. im not expecting that kind of answer actually..

for me.. its too damn sweet. oh my... if only i could hv a wife like u..

that will bright up life i guess..

mana mo cr ppuan cakap d mana hubby dia tnggal, itu la rumah idaman dia?

dr 10 ppuan mayb 1 ja la kali yg akan jwb mcm tue..

sweet.. seriously, im melting to hear that..

my supplement.

Let me tell u about my supplement.

lol, im searching for my new pic. i mean, standing front. tp xda pula..

x kisah la. later i'll upload my pix. yg suda ripped habis k?

i guess its about 2 - 3 month more for me to take. to be totally ripped off.

skrg nie, aku workout 4 kali seminggu. total heavy lifting for biceps, triceps, shoulder, chest and etc.

3 hari lg cardio. jogging. push up. sit up.

Nitro Tech.

Nie 1st protein aku beli.

my opinion?

this brand is hot stuff.

kalo google, protein nie la top selling d malaysia.

this protein is great for shaping body muscle.

aku amik nie sekali ja, cuz it doesn't help me a lot to build up lean muscle.

lean muscle nie, means keraskn otot.

well, shaping lawa. tp x keras x best la kan. huhu.

Nie, Oxy.

i can't say anything yet about this fat burner.

sbb aku tgh amik nie skrg. based on its review, its a superb fat burner.

ramai da org gemok jd kurus dgn nie.

so, aku pon try la.

why don't u try it too?

:)

Lipo 6 black!

this is super great fat burner!!

aku amik nie masa bulan 2 kalo x silap. know what?

this pills help me reduce my weight. lots.

maybe, aku hilang dlm 8-9 kgs masa amik nie..

the good news about fat burner nie ( apa brand pon )

dia xle kena amik continuously..

after done 1 botol, kena stop amik for 4 weeks.

anyway, don't get it wrong k. amik fat burner bukan maksudnya amik terus jd kurus.

dia hanya membantu utk menguruskn badan.

xda workout.

xda cardio..

xda usaha. jgn bermimpi utk jadi kurus k?

i challenge u fat boy and gurls!

kalo aku bole. kamu pon bole!

hey u!

i love u!

hahaha.. nie protein aku suka. sbb?

sbb protein nie helps me lots building up lean muscle. seriously, minggu pertama aku amik nie. lengan aku keras. lebih keras dr sebelum tue..

well, any gym guy mest ble realize the different with their body.

so, aku amik protein nie for 2 month.

good stuff.

recommended :)

hasil dr kaji selidik aku, bertanya dgn org2 yg lebih pakar psl protein.

protein nie + oxy = great!

but sadly, aku x amik oxy dgn protein nie k..

aku amik oxy + syntha 6.

CINTA ENAM!

haha. xdalah. nie nama dia syntha 6.

aku try protein nie skrg.

base on review, and ppl recommendation. aku try la protein nie.

looks like great stuff right?

hehe. oh btw. nie la 1st protein yg aku beli perisa laen..

protein2 aku beli sblm nie semua perisa coklat.

so, di sebabkn aku da muka coklat hari2.

aku try la vanilla :)

sedap ok!

and i hope the effect will be perfect like its taste.

my mission now, is to ripped of all my body generally, and buff up my chest specifically.

lengan aku, aku satisfied da. shoulder, pon looks good. chest.. not satisfied yet.

aku mau chest lawa. petak. ble dapat ka tue?

hahaha.. we'll see ;)

there's nothing that i can't achieve. whatever can't kill me, can only make me stronger!

( semangat mesti mo gah ) hahah

No - Xplode.

mmg xplode la nie betol2. haha.

nie energy drink.

well, supplement nie ada mcm2 k. ada fat burner, ada creatine, ada protein, mass protein and etc.

tp kalo mo beli semua sekali mmg x lari 1000 la blanja sebulan. tahan?

aku keja pon blom. xpalah. aku beli mana yg aku mampu ja.

back to this stuff.

aku blom beli pon benda nie.

tp, im really interested to buy it.

maybe lepas raya kali baru beli.

kalo ada rezki lah :)

insyaAllah.

em, setakat nie.. itu ja la protein yg aku da amik.

there's many more to come. tp nt lah..

ada masa, aku tulis lg k.

more detail bout those protein maybe?

any Question regarding protein. don't hesitate to ask me k.

1 soalan 3 inggt.

haha. just kidding ;p

bulan depan puasa.

selamat menyambut ramadhan guys ;)

Happy birthday my sis!

my lovely sis.

happy birthday.

remember, im always here whenever u need me k?

as long Allah permitted me too.. im always gonna be there for u :)

i love u sis. may Allah bless u always.

thx for being a good sis all this time.

see the cake? that is zerg cake. i make it special for u !

ahahaha!!

lucky i can't buy it for u for real. but nvm, im gonna make sure im gonna make this cake for u later. hehe.

hv a great day sis.

sorry i can't give u any present, my wish is enough i guess? hehe.

hopefully, we can celebrate ur birthday next year together ;)

~ enjoy this life, make sure it's gonna be a wonderful journey ~

dedicate this for u ;)

hey u.

u know what?

u looks very superb beautiful with those glasses ;)

hehe.

em, anyway.. that pic above is only display k.

just to show, how beautiful gurls wear glasses.

owh so damn sweet!

i really love girls wear glasses.

specially glasses mcm ugly betty nie. HaHa.

seriously. i love it.

x besar mcm nie, spec sepesen mcm spec aku pon aku suka. hehe.

lucky for me, to know. that u wear glasses too!

the sweet thing is, it looks exactly like mine too!

owh my.. what a coincidence.

mmg jodoh la nie. hehe.

anyway U..

i want to upload ur pix here, but idk.

its better not to expose urself rite?

idk how to say this,

i just can say.. thx Allah.

thx for giving me chance to meet someone wonderful as her.

i mean.. not only she have a beautiful smile, she also have a lovely personality :)

idk, if she's the one for me or not.

but, i feel grateful to meet someone like her.

i never tell her exactly what i feel.

it's not that i don't want too. but im scared. im scared to lose again.

for me, if i had to love again. let it be till the end of my life.

i don't wanna play games anymore.

i don't want to gamble my feeling anymore.

but i know. nothing in life is certain. only Allah know's best..

My lord..

if she's the one for me, please make it an easy way for us..

if she's not, i have faith within u my lord.

whatever happen, i always remember that u know what best for me..

U..

i'm sorry if i never told u exactly what i feel.

it's not that i don't want too..

but i guess, for now what best for us is u know that i care bout u, and u care bout me.

i'm not interested in a so called relationship.

for me, love are not determine by status or whatsoever.

how many ppl involve in a so called relationship and act like they already married..

i don't like that.

walking with their bf/gf holding hands and etc..

is that really necessaries?

is that holding hands and etc are the signs of true love?

for me, if a guy really love his woman. if they don't have any legal relationship.

don't ever touch her.

protect her.

that's love.

Thx Allah for giving me chance to feel this kind of feeling, and to show my gratitude. i don't ever want to make something that will dissapoint him.

i want a blessed relationship from Allah.

and i know well, that u want the same too ;)

so, let's thank Allah for giving us chance to know each other.

lets love him more then ever..

only Allah can make us stay together ;)

And they Live Happily Ever After ;)

congratz to my friend, my bestfriend, my close friend.

Shakila Seha Shaari.

well, i don't know if i can make it to the wedding, but im pretty sure i have to give u something.

well, this blog post is my present i guess ;)

present betul2.. nt la, kalo anda suda jadi ibu. bagi hadiah sama anak ;)

im just wanna say here that, remember.

every marriage have its up and down, but always have faith in Allah k.

whatever happen, be strong. be happy. be faithful. be everything that your husband want u to be.

always remember now, that ur priority is ur husband now :)

anyway, xmo la ceramah mcm2. haha.

enough for me to said, tahniah.

semoga bahagia.

semoga perkahwinan anda di redhai Allah.

semoga anda jadi ibu yg baik dan solehah.

di murahkan rezki..

jodoh berkekalan ke akhir hayat..

aminn..

~ binalah cinta yang tidak berakhir oleh ajal. tapi binalah cinta yg berkekalan sehingga ke syurga firdaus ~

May Allah bless U and UR husband Always :)

Brother ~

yeah.. im on my holiday right now.

cuti, tp mcm x cuti jg.. byk ja keja aku kena buat sepanjang cuti nie T.T

anyway.. its ok lah. yg penting, dpt tgk my mom.. my dad. my sis. my bro.. my cat.

heheh..

so, adik aku.. blaja da. 3 minggu d PLKN. kena panggil kuar da.

dapat tawaran amik dip pentadbiran awam.

im proud of u brother.

u achieve what i can't achieve..

dlu, aku pon berharap dapat DPA nie. tp, rezki xda.. so, amik asasi undang2 ja lah..

well, ki.. ko da dapat DPA tue, buat baik2 k.

do ur best. make sure ko bole proceed amik LLB.

terus jadi lawyer, x pon jd magistrate @ hakim.

that's what mom and dad really want u to be ;)

i know u can do it!

anyway brother, the road ahead is full with obstacle. bukan senang mo berjaya, and berjaya pon bukan d ukur dgn kejayaan material semata2..

x semestinya ko dapat pointer tinggi dlm setiap exam. ko ble jadi lawyer yg baik right?

so, ingat selalu..

akhlak jaga. jgn ikut kawan2 enjoy yg bukan2..

x salah mo hang out lepak sma member2, tp jgn buat menda bukan2..

don't ever TOUCH drugs, alcohol, gurls. ko jaga tiga menda nie.. selamat la ko insyaAllah :)

don't repeat the same mistake i've done.

i've done lots of mistake through my entire life, and i always pray that u gonna be better then me.

ramai org mengharap dgn ko.. be strong k brother.

remember, no matter what. im always gonna support u.

so, here i am. ada 2 semester lagi utk d lalui..

bulan 3 tahun dpn. aku habis.

aku x sabar mo habis?

x taw jg la.. sumtimes, aku fikir jg. am i ready for this?

kalo da habis.. keja.

keja. ada duit. kena suruh kawin..

kawin?

hurm.. tue la part plg aku risau actually. huhu..

pa2 pon, aku mmg risau sgt.. semenjak2 aku d rumah nie. makan seja keja aku.

workoutnya kurang.

aku xmo jd gemok!

zack! remember. u hv to be consistent. don't ever back to the old u!

no more mr fat zack..

i wanna be at my best shape always, now, and forever..

till the end of my life ;)

plg penting, bukan ja luaran..

tp hati.

hati yg bersih dan baik tue la aku sgt2 idamkn..

insyaAllah, i can achieve that..

anyway, thx Allah for everything.

i can't go on without ur blessed :)

ur love keep me alive..