sitting at home.

pain all over my body =.="

anyway, x kesah la.. sakit2 pon, yg penting achieve aku pny impian..

well, sure i can reach for the stars if i want too..

bungee jumping, maybe this April or May..

i can do it?

sure i can :)

kenapa llaki x nsem ble dapat awek cun

sebab, dorg x penah gv up trying..

and u?

u nvr ask the gurlz.. cuz u don't hv the guts to ask her..

owh that include me i guess..

patut la smpai skrg xda awek =.="

kejam

ok. its a holiday week, and im stuck here at s.alam..

xle balik =.="

i miss home. miss mom, dad, abg2 aku, my lovely sis, and of cuz my crazy lil bro..

really miss em.

miss cat too..

xpalah, aku akan pulang jg t.. plg lewat bulan 6.

mest balik! miss home!

anyway, mmg kejam.. sbb, MSU bg cuti kejap ja =.="

xpalah.. sanggup la aku cuti kejap tue. final year nie, aku xmo delay2 abes blajar nie.

cepat abes, cepat kerja, cepat la aku kawen. HAHAHA

ok.. cerita psl kejam nie lg,

ada sorg mmber aku.. we hv a conversation, then dia cakap.. aku kejam. hahaha

damn =.="

kejam kah aku?

x marah pon dgn mmber tue. well, he's one of my bestfriend though..

bagus la kan. dia cakap depan2. tQ dudes!

okei.. dia cakap aku kejam, ada perangai dictatorship. haha.

OMG. am i?

reason dia..

sbb, aku menyiksa diri aku.

well, yalah sbb aku kan sanggup blapar.. sanggup jaga makan gila2. utk dapatkan body smart.

hurm, yep.. i agree wif that. sumtimes, im being to strict with my own life. well, im a very motivated person i guess..

1 thing need to know bout me, what i want. i must get it.

dlu, aku slalu ada motivation camni utk dapatkn awek. hahaha.

bak kata org, best man win!

well, mengarut ja lah tue..

skrg, aku x motivated langsung da utk menda2 awek nie. such a waste of time ja mo pikir perasaan org =.="

belom tentu pun org tue pikir sal ko..

orite, balik pada topik asal td..

ok.. mmber aku cakap aku kejam, sbb im too strict for myself, than slalunya.. menda tue akan terbawa2 dgn org sekeliling aku..

well, i get what he mean by that..

maksudnya, aku akan ada perangai yg kalo aku suruh org.. org tue mesti follow apa aku mau.

=.="

hurm.. maybe he's right..

and yeah. maybe, thats y jg susah gurl mo tahan dgn aku =.="

anyway, aku tulis nie pon spaya later..

who know 2, 3 years from now.. aku lupa psl "kekejaman" aku nie.. bole la aku beringat bila baca posting nie kan? hehe.

i'll try my best, be better then yesterday..

being positive!

orite, its been a long week. yeah..

well, its my xm week. so, really bz. actually ada 1 paper lg.

anyway, mo update jg blog! haha.

ok.. so, hari nie aku mahu cerita psl positive thinking.

well, ramai org mest penah dgr psl aura postive negative rite?

sapa2 lagi yg x taw psl tue.. g la baca buku k. byk buku cerita psl menda tue.. well, x perlu cari jauh2 pon.. dalam islam sendiri suruh kita slalu bersangka baik kan?

thats positive thinking!

well, we hv the power in our hand. we can control the outcome, but how many ppl really want to control the outcome?

i mean.. seriously berapa org yg slalu jaga intention dia. ini peringatan utk diri sendiri actually. huhu..

anyway, i got 1 good Question from my friend..

z, asal ko nk sgt jadi kurus?

well, sbb..

aku xmo jd gemuk! haha.

thx Allah. segala puji bagi dia. kalo bukan sbb izin Allah.. xdanya aku capai apa aku mau skrg. berat badan yg OK ( motivated to having 6pax rite now )

owh.. tQ Allah.

anyway, reminder to all of us.

walau apa pun yg kita buat. ingat ja.. bersyukur!

ingat. tuhan tambah lg rezki kita kalo kita bersyukur. sayang Allah sama hamba dia smpai mcm tue sekali.

so, bersyukur lah :)

masa aku gemuk aku bersyukur.

masa aku kurus aku bersyukur.

masa sedih, aku bersyukur.

masa happy, aku bersyukur.

apa2 pun buat, bersyukur lah k..

Allah syg hamba dia.

bersyukur thats the key of happiness ;)

penat workout..

siyes.

penat smpai xle cakap pa2 =.="

working out for my 6pax.

i can do this. sure can.

Hikayat Merong Mahawangsa

merong mahawangsa. Ok la..

aku bg 7.8/10

haha. tinggi tue!

worth my money..

best2..

kemawas jg lah watak plg best.

damn.

sungguh hebat ayat sastera dia. haha.

i ain't love doctor.

in fact, i failed so many time in my own relationship.

can't u ppl see that?

y ask me about this kind of thing.

sometimes, im tired hearing all of this..

it hurt my own scars.

damn. i hate this feeling.

im sorry. i shouldn't say like this. =.="

jz i don't know how to describe this...

Wall E!

i love this cartoon lots ;)

wish i could be like Wall E someday. haha ;p

go die spammer :)

settle. sakit hati aku tgk org post iklan terus d blog aku.. ko ingat nie apa? blog kebajikan? free2 ko mo iklan sana sni.. tuii!

well, aku da remove chatbox tue.

so sowei la ek, anyway.. maybe aku akan open comment tuk anonymous kot.. so feel free tue komen k :)

where i release tension ~

Orite..

hari nie. aku mahu tulis tentang tempat aku release tension.

owh yeah. suma org mest ada tempat release tension kan?

hehe.

well.. this is the places that i go, whenever im bored. tension. serabut and sebagainya =.="

its my Gym!

anyway. bukan gym aku. tp yalah.. gym tempat aku slalu pegi actually =.="

well, aku da ikat contract 1 year g gym nie. so utk tahun nie. smpai habis stdy. sni la aku berworkout :)

well.. pix tue mmg pix gym aku k.. bukan curi d google tue. kah3..

nie dumbell yg aku slalu angkat. aku x angkat yg gedabak nie. gila baban berat nie..

1 dumbell nie berat dia 30 kg. yg bahagian bawah tue k.

aku selalu angkat dlm 13 - 15 kg ja..

ini dumbell aku slalu angkat. keh3..

nie berat dlm 15 - 16 kg if im not mistaken =.="

thats me. kah3..

minta puji sket :p

mcm la tegap. padahal nda pun..

lemak ja banyak =.="

anyway, sebab aku suka g gym..

aku minat. sama mcm org minat karok.

aku? aku minat workout. well, setiap peluh yg keluar tue really pump up my spirit. huhu..

spirit utk being better then yesterday~

well, my yesterday is im juz a fat loser boy.

no offence, but i know how its like to be fat.

low level of confidence. gf cheat. and etc..

anyway, antara reason laen aku suka lepak gym..

aku rasa aku cabar diri aku. mo 6pax. mo lengan smart. mo chest lawa. mo fit. boleh kah aku dapat?

haha. tgk cermin. tanya diri sndiri..

tue la antara reason aku suka g gym.

em.. lg 1..

d gym, aku buat hal aku. xda mo dengar gossip o watsoever =.="

xda mo mengumpat org ka apa.. well, xmo tambah dosa..

well.. the important thing is, i can forget all the stuff playing through my mind..

tension study.. assignment. lots of prob. bla bla bla..

g ja la gym. habes cita. x fikir da semua tue. kah3..

i love my life ;)