June 24, 2011

dedicate this for u ;)

hey u.
u know what?
u looks very superb beautiful with those glasses ;)

em, anyway.. that pic above is only display k.
just to show, how beautiful gurls wear glasses.
owh so damn sweet!

i really love girls wear glasses.
specially glasses mcm ugly betty nie. HaHa.
seriously. i love it.
x besar mcm nie, spec sepesen mcm spec aku pon aku suka. hehe.

lucky for me, to know. that u wear glasses too!
the sweet thing is, it looks exactly like mine too!
owh my.. what a coincidence.
mmg jodoh la nie. hehe.

anyway U..
i want to upload ur pix here, but idk.
its better not to expose urself rite?

idk how to say this,
i just can say.. thx Allah.
thx for giving me chance to meet someone wonderful as her.
i mean.. not only she have a beautiful smile, she also have a lovely personality :)
idk, if she's the one for me or not.
but, i feel grateful to meet someone like her.
i never tell her exactly what i feel.
it's not that i don't want too. but im scared. im scared to lose again.
for me, if i had to love again. let it be till the end of my life.
i don't wanna play games anymore.
i don't want to gamble my feeling anymore.
but i know. nothing in life is certain. only Allah know's best..

My lord..
if she's the one for me, please make it an easy way for us..
if she's not, i have faith within u my lord.
whatever happen, i always remember that u know what best for me..

i'm sorry if i never told u exactly what i feel.
it's not that i don't want too..
but i guess, for now what best for us is u know that i care bout u, and u care bout me.
i'm not interested in a so called relationship.
for me, love are not determine by status or whatsoever.
how many ppl involve in a so called relationship and act like they already married..
i don't like that.
walking with their bf/gf holding hands and etc..
is that really necessaries?
is that holding hands and etc are the signs of true love?
for me, if a guy really love his woman. if they don't have any legal relationship.
don't ever touch her.
protect her.
that's love.

Thx Allah for giving me chance to feel this kind of feeling, and to show my gratitude. i don't ever want to make something that will dissapoint him.
i want a blessed relationship from Allah.
and i know well, that u want the same too ;)
so, let's thank Allah for giving us chance to know each other.
lets love him more then ever..
only Allah can make us stay together ;)

June 21, 2011

And they Live Happily Ever After ;)

congratz to my friend, my bestfriend, my close friend.
Shakila Seha Shaari.

well, i don't know if i can make it to the wedding, but im pretty sure i have to give u something.
well, this blog post is my present i guess ;)
present betul2.. nt la, kalo anda suda jadi ibu. bagi hadiah sama anak ;)

im just wanna say here that, remember.
every marriage have its up and down, but always have faith in Allah k.
whatever happen, be strong. be happy. be faithful. be everything that your husband want u to be.
always remember now, that ur priority is ur husband now :)

anyway, xmo la ceramah mcm2. haha.
enough for me to said, tahniah.
semoga bahagia.
semoga perkahwinan anda di redhai Allah.
semoga anda jadi ibu yg baik dan solehah.
di murahkan rezki..
jodoh berkekalan ke akhir hayat..

~ binalah cinta yang tidak berakhir oleh ajal. tapi binalah cinta yg berkekalan sehingga ke syurga firdaus ~

May Allah bless U and UR husband Always :)

June 6, 2011

Brother ~

yeah.. im on my holiday right now.
cuti, tp mcm x cuti jg.. byk ja keja aku kena buat sepanjang cuti nie T.T
anyway.. its ok lah. yg penting, dpt tgk my mom.. my dad. my sis. my bro.. my cat.

so, adik aku.. blaja da. 3 minggu d PLKN. kena panggil kuar da.
dapat tawaran amik dip pentadbiran awam.
im proud of u brother.
u achieve what i can't achieve..
dlu, aku pon berharap dapat DPA nie. tp, rezki xda.. so, amik asasi undang2 ja lah..
well, ki.. ko da dapat DPA tue, buat baik2 k.
do ur best. make sure ko bole proceed amik LLB.
terus jadi lawyer, x pon jd magistrate @ hakim.
that's what mom and dad really want u to be ;)
i know u can do it!
anyway brother, the road ahead is full with obstacle. bukan senang mo berjaya, and berjaya pon bukan d ukur dgn kejayaan material semata2..
x semestinya ko dapat pointer tinggi dlm setiap exam. ko ble jadi lawyer yg baik right?
so, ingat selalu..
akhlak jaga. jgn ikut kawan2 enjoy yg bukan2..
x salah mo hang out lepak sma member2, tp jgn buat menda bukan2..
don't ever TOUCH drugs, alcohol, gurls. ko jaga tiga menda nie.. selamat la ko insyaAllah :)

don't repeat the same mistake i've done.
i've done lots of mistake through my entire life, and i always pray that u gonna be better then me.
ramai org mengharap dgn ko.. be strong k brother.
remember, no matter what. im always gonna support u.

so, here i am. ada 2 semester lagi utk d lalui..
bulan 3 tahun dpn. aku habis.
aku x sabar mo habis?
x taw jg la.. sumtimes, aku fikir jg. am i ready for this?
kalo da habis.. keja.
keja. ada duit. kena suruh kawin..
hurm.. tue la part plg aku risau actually. huhu..

pa2 pon, aku mmg risau sgt.. semenjak2 aku d rumah nie. makan seja keja aku.
workoutnya kurang.
aku xmo jd gemok!
zack! remember. u hv to be consistent. don't ever back to the old u!
no more mr fat zack..
i wanna be at my best shape always, now, and forever..
till the end of my life ;)
plg penting, bukan ja luaran..
tp hati.
hati yg bersih dan baik tue la aku sgt2 idamkn..
insyaAllah, i can achieve that..

anyway, thx Allah for everything.
i can't go on without ur blessed :)
ur love keep me alive..