- LivinG in the world without U ~ the rasmus -

It's hard to believe that it came to this
You paralyzed my body with the poisoned kiss
For 40 days and nights I was chained to your bed
You thought that was the end of the story
Something inside me called freedom came alive
Living in a world without you

You told me, my darling
Without me, you're nothing
You taught me to look in your eyes
And fed me your sweet lies

Suddenly someone was there in the window
Looking outside at the sky that had never been blue
Ah, there's a world without you
I see the light
Living in a world without you
Ah, there is hope to guide me
I will survive
Living in a world without you

It's hard to believe that it came to this
You paralyzed my body with the poisoned kiss
For 40 days and nights I was chained to your bed
You thought that was the end of the story
Something inside me called freedom came alive
Living in a world without you

You put me together
Then trashed me for pleasure
You used me again and again
Abused me, confused me

Suddenly naked I run through your garden
Right through the gates of the past and I'm finally free
Ah, there's a world without you
I see the light
Living in a world without you
Ah, there is hope to guide me
I will survive
Living in a world without you

It's hard to believe that it came to this
You paralyzed my body with the poisoned kiss
For 40 days and nights I was chained to your bed
You thought that was the end of the story
Something inside me called freedom came alive
Living in a world without you

It's hard to believe that it came to this
You paralyzed my body with the poisoned kiss
For 40 days and nights I was chained to your bed
You thought that was the end of the story
Something inside me called freedom came alive
Living in a world without you

Ah, there's a world without you
I see the light
Living in a world without you
Ah, there is hope to guide me
I will survive
Living in a world without you
Living in a world without you
Living in a world without you
Living in a world without you
Living in a world without you

- Faceless Void -

this is my 1st review of dota heroes.
this is FV ( faceless Void ) hansome ait?
haha

okei.. i choose this as my 1st review. cuz i like this heroes.
sUper Imba! hehe. if u do know how to farm and not dying all the time.

i cant upload mUch pix here.
due to lack of time =(

i jz wanted to make a simple review ok.
if u do need more information.
do tell me, cuz i would try my best to gv the best guide as i could.

ok, faceless void is a scourge hero.
he is at evening tavern.
he is an agility hero.
which we do know, lack of HP and MP.
so, this hero is very soft at the beginning.

my item build for this hero for early game :
.0-15 minutes item.

glove of haste
shoes
mask of death
perseverance of health

WARNING- u can gain all this item if u make a 90% accurate last hit k -

middle item
12- 25 minutes

power thread
mask of madness
battle fury

with this item u can ownage already.

my last build

power thread
mask of madness
battle fury
butterfly
mkb
buriza do kyanon

WARNING - pro players usually will make blade mail to counter ur attack.
once they make blade mail.
u r doom.

but don't worry.
there's solution for that =)

if enemy started to make blade mail.
make sure u make a hood of defiance.
REMEMBER- blade mail is MAGIC.
use Hood of defiance u will reduce 30% dmg

other than Hood of defiance.
make an assault cuirass
this is a Good option too
not only help u gain armor
but also increase att spead =)

so, that is my review for FV.
if i got more time i'll make a complete review of this hero k.
any Question u wanna ask.
do tell me.
im here to guide u.

~lonG liVe dOta~

- stanD by mE -

When the night has come
And the land is dark
And the moon is the only light we'll see
No I won't be afraid, no I won't be afraid
Just as long as you stand, stand by me

And darlin', darlin', stand by me, oh now now stand by me
Stand by me, stand by me

If the sky that we look upon
Should tumble and fall
And the mountains should crumble to the sea
I won't cry, I won't cry, no I won't shed a tear
Just as long as you stand, stand by me

And darlin', darlin', stand by me, oh stand by me
Stand by me, stand by me, stand by me-e, yeah

Whenever you're in trouble won't you stand by me, oh now now stand by me
Oh stand by me, stand by me, stand by me

Darlin', darlin', stand by me-e, stand by me
Oh stand by me, stand by me, stand by me

- psp -

huhu.. psp. psp. psp..
pls ya Allah.
i need this. soo veryyy muCh2..

kalo aku ada psp.
aku wat cam ppuan dlm gambar tue wat kot?
hahaha!

im seriously wanted to buy 1 of this.
if i get this gadget.
my life will be complete :)
hehe.

iF anyone want to gv me birthday present o whatsoever that is related to present.
gv me psp baa ya.

other than that.
ps3, xbox 36o also can!
hahahaha..




see.. sO cool rite?
i want to have a red one like this
with that symbol of god of war
( my fevy game )
waaa.. i can't describe what i feel oO..

huhu.
wisH me lUck all..
i will buy this! sure im gonna buy this..
if i get my own.

ill upload its picture in my next post k! hehe..
psp.. i'll come for u :)

- bOok oF eLi -

Last nite. i watcH 2 movies. after a long time of meditation at home. haha..
so, this is the movie that i watch.

book of eli.

this story is about a guy name eli.
he live after an apocalypse which makes the world turn into a sandstorm.

with nothing left in this world.
when life have no rules.
when there's no Money to bargain.
when water become a limited source ( ppl kill for it )
when ppl kill n eat other ppl.
when everything seems so no hope.

eli bring a book.
which he protect by his life.
this is a book which can turn human's destiny.
(that is what the story said ok. not me)

after a long watch of the movie. i wonder what is that book?
yea.. we'll find out later.
sO, eli. hv been walked for 30 years. his destination are west.
and through his path he have face many obstacle.
the most tough obstacle for him when he pass by to a town ( human society which live without morality )
this group are control by carnegie. a person who have been dying to get the book.
that eli have brought all this years.
at that place eli have been asked gently to pass by the book.
and yea. we know he wont rite.
so, there's a several fighting scenes which is what i enjoyed at this movie.
at that fight, eli accidentally shot at carnegie leg. which wounded him.
eli managed to escape after that fight.
but he was later followed by a girl that he meet at that town ( solara )
i love her. she is demn beutiful. hahaha..
ok ok.. continue to the story, so yeah. at first he wont bring the girls along.
but through to the bad and nasty road ahead. he gv the girls a chance to follow him. to make sure that the girls safe.
so, on their road. they found a house which is own by an old couple.
which live from day to day by eating human flesh..
when they found out that this old couple eat human.
they wanted to get out from that place and continue their journey.
but sadly, the group of carnegie ppl have reach that house.
so, they went on a fought with carnegie ppl.
after a long fight, they cant hold on and lose. they were surrounded.
they like 3 vs 20 ppl with heavy armor~

the girls were captured ( solara )
and carnegie force eli to gv him the book. or he will shoot salora.
eli, gv the book.
at that time. i suddenly shock. and likes.. what??
bcuz of that girl. u suddenly gv up the thing u've been protect for 30 years?
omg...

anyways back to the story.
after he gv the book to carnegie. carnegie shoot him at his stomach. after that eli was left there alone and they bring salora back.
on a way back home. salora attack the driver and make the car accident.
which makes the driver and co-driver died.
he steal the car. carnegie was mad. but he can't chase salora back
because of the fuel tank that are limited to a trip back home only.
so he return to his town and salora return to the place where eli was left alone.
when she reach there. eli was not at there anymore.
so, she reach back the road and drive to west.
on the road, she saw eli was walking with a very weak condition.
she help eli and drive him to west.
when their reach west. they went to a place call alcatraz.
this is where eli have wanted to be for all this 30 years. when they entered the place.
it is a big library, store the remaining original pieces of human literature and art.
this is when i knew that eli was blind!
wat??
after a nice fight and so everything, he is a blind man? =.="
okei. i leave it up to u guys to accept that o not..
there were several topics that discuss about his blindness.
u can go search for it.
okei, back to the story. yea. he is blind. cuz the book he bring this whole time was BIBLE in braile ok. bible for blind ppl.
luckily, he have memorized all of what is written on that bible.
so, he ask a person to write down back everything that he said.
in the other hand. when carnegie find out that book was for blind ppl. he cant accept it. he had a fever at that time, and his wound become worst.
he died without ever have a chance to read the bible that he seek for all this years.

back to alcatraz. after, eli have finished tell all that he memorized.. he died.
good ending ait?
huhu....

in my personal view. i gv this story 7.5/10
i like the fighting scenes. seriously enjoyed it.
but i don't like the storyline which is lame in my point of view.
other than that, this story is about ppl believe. so, im not suggesting kids below 18 to watCh this movie.

what i do like is that. no matter what we do, no matter how we live.
we must have something to believe rite? without religion we are jz the same like an animal. so, no matter what. we have always be remind that our religion is very important. believe in what u believe, have faith in what u have faith.

- u makE me smiLe -

- Friends -

y i pick a picture of a cat in this picture?
hehe.. cuz i like cat~
n the picture also shows a friendship bond isn't it? agree wif me lah ek.. hehe
thanx to all my friends.
who build me Up when i was down.
hear my stUpid emotional thoughts when im sad.
thanx 4 nvr make me feel alone.
accompany me, whenever i need sumone.
u all really cheer me uP.
i really appreciate it.
to all my friends.
~Thank U~

-sis nonie-
naa.. this is my very da lovely sister!
hehe.. u always cheer me uP sis.
u know u do.. huhu..
to my future gf ( kalo ada la mo jd gf aku ) haha
u'll be glad to invite to the family if this person gv u a green light.
hahahaha
jz kidding leh..
this is the person that always gv me strenght when i was down
she's cute rite?
she's single ok.. hoho.
dun mad at me sis. heee..
i love u sis. thx 4 everything =)

-dota-
naa.. dun get bored la ek.
all my post must hv dota dota dota..
haha..

seriously, like i said. dota HELP me a lot!
so, i gv credit to dota too. for always cheer me up. huhu..
time pass by, day by days.
month by months,
year by years.
love change from 1 to another.
all love left me.
but dota.
always be there 4 me.
sO, mo cari gf pown. mest maen dota la nie.
..hahaha..
dota hv been with me for almost 5 years.
tQ dota. for never leaving me.
- hoho -

- loVe? -

sweet kn?
naa.. nie la gf aku. luna moonfang.
hahaha..
jz kidding..
this is 1 of my feveret character in dOta
through many servay of dota art.
for me this is the best artwork that ever made.
hehe..

ok back on topic.
so, yeah. i don't have any gf.
im single

im honestly very tired of love.
sounds frustrated?
yea.. im very frustrated. haha.
im tired of ppl saying i love u when they don't mean it.
im tired of ppl promising. when they break all of it.
im tired of saying u r the only 1. when they lied n cheated at ur back.
im tired of believing she will be with me when i know it wont happen.
im tired of blaming myself.
im tired of losing.
im tired of everything about love.

i guest im jz not good enough to be love by anyone.
so.. lead a single life.
.happy to be alone is better.

so. end of love chapter. hahaha.
next chapter

- who cheer me up? -

- abOut me -

hello.. this is me. zakwanyzan bin hj idris. i was born in penang at 6 nov 1989..
etc2.. huhu.. no need le 4 me to introduce myself rite.. if u wanna know more about me.
dun feel shy to ask me k? =)

i create this blog to express my feels. my interest.. n share my sad n wonderfull memories.. huhu..

-i love Allah-
yea.. i love Allah so mUch. no matter how pain and terrible this life. we have to remember that everythings happen for a reason. everything hv its "Hikmah" im not a good person. but i always pray that Allah will always guide me in his path. insyaAllah..

-i love my family-
dad, mom, abg mat, abg bur, my lovely sis nonie, abg wan, n zikri ridhwan.. i loVe u all so muCh.
dad, mom.. im glad to be born as ur sons. u both are the best parents in this whole world =)
to all my siblings.. i'll be there 4 u.. whenever u need me..
i wont ever look back at u all.. insyaAllah..
u all are my life..

-i love dota-
hehe.. dota is my life. my soulmate for now. huhu.. dota makes me happy. dota makes me feel alive. huhu.. this is the game that always make me stop from thinking my problems.
stop thinking about this whole world.. huhu. i don't need to be sad. i don't need to be angry.
i don't need to think that im alone.. this game help me sO much. i hv to admit it. hehe

gf?
haha.. thats a story that i will tell in my next post i guest. huhu..