game!

hihi. kali nie.. post aku lain dari yg biasa aku post. kali nie aku mo cita sket pasal game aku suka. yeah~~!!
gf aku. kekasih hati ku. cinta ku. lovely ku.
ouch gurls don't be jealous =p
hahaha.

orite.. nie game aku suka, i mean slain dota. my current addict right now.

STARCRAFT 2. WINGS OF LIBERTY.

yeah.. i love this game. best! addict!
terima kasih kepada abg aku yg belikan utk aku. consider nie hadiah bday la. haha.
yalah.. game nie kena maen on9.
so, kena beli original. kena ada cd key. kalo maen cikai2.. yg 2o inggt tue.
ada ja prob.
graphic x support la. xle install la. mcm2 lg la =.="
so, im very thankful to own this game :)

game ni. ada 3 race.
zerg
protoss
terran

skrg nie, aku suka pakai protoss ngan zerg sahaja.
terran? hurm..
blom cemerlang lagi la pakai race tue..
nt la, mo practice lagi. daa ok. baru love terran kali. hehe.

em. ok.. tue briefly ja la aku mo cakap psl game aku maen..
skrg nie, other than SC2..
aku tgh tgu diablo 3 lagi.
haiysh.
bila la mo keluar diablo 3 nie..
aku x sabar daa tunggu nie =.="

so, gamers2 outhere, yg maen SC2.
add la saya k.
this is my id, i play asia region.
nickname - azrael

kepada gamers dota
nie id aku maen d garena - kamikaze44

dun hesitate to add me kayh ;)

Its all about u

all the songs that i love to hear are mostly related to me..
x suma pon, but at least mest ada la..
so, this is what my current addiction.
dedicated to my future wife.
yg aku pon x taw siapa lagi.
dear, this is for u ;)


It's all about you
It's about you
It's all about you, baby
It's all about you
It's all about you
It's about you
It's all about you


Yesterday, you asked me something I thought you knew.
So I told you with a smile 'It's all about you'
Then you whispered in my ear and you told me too,
Say 'If you make my life worthwhile, it's all about you'


And I would answer all you're wishes, if you asked me to.
But if you deny me one of your kisses, don't know what I'd do.
So hold me close and say three words, like you used to do.
Dancing on the kitchen tiles, it's all about you.
Yeah...


And I would answer all you're wishes, if you asked me to.
But if you deny me one of your kisses, don't know what I'd do.
So hold me close and say three words, like you used to do.
Dancing on the kitchen tiles,
Yes you make my life worthwhile,
So I told you with a smile...
It's all about you.


It's all about you
It's about you
It's all about you, baby
It's all about you
It's all about you
It's about you
It's all about you




Songs by Mcfly, its All about u ;)

cool. like it. love it

disebabkan ada kawan saya minta saya letak button like.
so, saya letak la cool, like it, love it kayh.

pasni, bole da kamu like kalau suka :)

heal our soul

heal our soul?
yea.
we need to heal our soul.

1st of all. sebelum saya mulakan topik ini, cuba ambik cermin dan lihat org di dalam cermin itu.
lihat wajah kita. tanya dia. adakah ini imej yang aku inginkan?
inikah ini diri yg aku inginkan?

okei.

keep the answer for urself.

perlunya kita buat mcm tue bukan utk apa, sbb kita selalu melihat org lain. selalu melihat kesilapan org lain, tanpa menyedari kelemahan kita sendiri.
cuba lihat wajah d hadapan cermin itu. lihat, renung sedalam-dalamnya.
adakah org itu membawa manfaat kepada org lain?
adakah dia membawa kebaikan kepada org lain?
adakah dia menegakkan syiar islam dalam kehidupan dia?

adakah imej itu hanyalah kecantikan lahiriah, fizikal, yg dapat di lihat.
hidung yang cantik, mata yg cantik, senyuman yg menawan.
adakah memadai kita memiliki kecantikan ini?

pernah kah kita terfikir, ada unsur yg lagi penting.
elemen yg menentukan sifat kita, perangai kita dalam menjalani kehidupan seharian.
pernahkah kita terfikir semua ini?

elemen itu tidak lain tidak bukan hati kita.
pernah dgr kan.

"dalam badan manusia itu ada 1 daging. baiknya daging itu, maka baiklah keseluruhannya. buruk daging itu, maka buruklah keseluruhannya. ketahuilah, itu adalah hati "
( hadis riwayat bukhari dan muslim )

kita selalu kan. beli shampoo. beli minyak rambut. beli sabun. beli penyuci muka. perfume dan sebagainya utk menjaga kecantikan fizikal kita.

tapi, pernahkah kita jaga hati kita?
adakah kita jaga solat kita
adakah kita pernah ambik masa utk meluangkan rasa syukur kita padanya
pernahkah kita menyanyangi dia, sebagai mana kasihnya dia pada kita

ingatlah.
hanya dgn mengingati Allah, hati menjadi tenang.
pernah terfikir tentang ayat ini?
kalau anda pernah terfikir, maka renungkan lah.
hidup kita ini satu perjalanan.
tanpa hati yg terang, kita akan terjerumus ke jalan yg sesat.
masyaAllah.. mahukah kita tergolong dalam golongan itu?
Mohon keampunan dgn tuhan, moga kita di jauhkan dari perkara2 yg tidak d redhai Allah.

bagaimana mahu mendapat hati yg terang?
hati yg bersih, terang, bercahaya, tidak dapat d jual d shopping mall dan kedai2 butik sekalipun.
cahaya itu datang dr tuhan.
Allah itu memberi nur dan hidayahnya kepada sesiapa yg dia kehendaki.

adakah dgn mengetahui hakikat ini, maka kita hanya perlu bersenang lenang dan santai2 menunggu Allah memberi nur dan hidayahnya kepada kita?

tidakkah kita mahu berusaha utk mendapatkannya?

kita lihat sahaja situasi di dalam tempat belajar.
kita sedia tahu kan, siapa yg rajin, pegi kelas, buat assignment, study rajin2, possibilities utk dapat result cemerlang tinggi kan?

saya bukan mahu menyamakan situasi ini dgn kehidupan kita. tapi, ingatlah. hidup kita ini hanyalah ujian. hanya mereka yg benar2 beriman akan mendapat manfaat dari kehidupan ini.
beriman adalah hidup semuanya bersandarkan kepada Allah s.w.t
bukan sahaja d dalam solat, tetapi juga dalam kehidupan sehariannya.
thats ISLAM.

ingatlah.
Tuhan itu, tidak memerlukan kita. tetapi kita, sangat2 memerlukannya.
kita hanyalah hamba yg lemah lg daif.
kenapa kita sombong dan ego d atas muka bumi ini, sedangkan segala yg wujud d atas muka bumi ini adalah ciptaannya.
kenapa kita selalu alpa dan leka dalam mengingatinya?

saudara dan saudari seagama ku..
marilah kita bersama2 mengubati hati kita. perbetulkn niat kita.
tiada kecantikan yg lebih indah dan lebih kekal selain dari kecantikan rohani.

umur kita semakin meningkat. badan kita semakin tua. tapi hati kita, tidak pernah di mamah usia.
jagalah hati ini. sandarkan kehidupan kita ke jalan Allah.
moga hidup kita sentiasa d rahmati Allah :)

malunya saya!

saya pemalu?
haha. nie kalo org2 yg kenal dgn aku baca sure gelak punya..
"zack, pemalu? hahaha "

tapi itu lah hakikatnya.
saya mahu jadi pemalu.
bukan pemalu yg tidak bertempat. tapi pemalu yg tahu, di mana dia patut malu.

saya malu kalau kita jalan saya pegang tangan kamu..
saya malu kalau dpn2 kawan2 saya, saya pegang2 body kamu..
saya malu kalau kita berdua, saya buat benda bukan2 dgn kamu..
saya malu kalau nt 1 day ada apa2 jadi dgn kamu, saya tidak mahu tnggungjwb..
saya malu, apa yg saya mahu jawab dgn tuhan saya bila dia tanya semua nie..
x mampu saya :(

pemalu?
berapa ramai bha org zaman skrg yg ada rasa mcm nie..
x pyh la letak besar2..
am i?
kita tanya ja la diri sendiri.
mcmmana kelakuan kita bila kita dgn kawan2 lelaki/perempuan. yg bukan muhrim.
rilex seja kan. pukul2 bahu.. pegang2. salam2..
nie baru kawan nie. mmg la tiada pon feeling2. tapi?
bole ka pukul2 bahu segala bagai tue? pegang2 tangan tue?
naa.. nie baru bkawan. belom lg kapel.
saya tidak la cakap semua org kapel begitu k. tapi, most of them mcm tue..

pemalu itu perisai org beriman.
really?
yep. ingatlah. malu itu adalah separuh drpd iman juga.
kenapa?
sbb org yg malu, dia tahu jaga batas dia. dia tidak akan berlebih-lebih dalam melalui satu2 perkara.. dgn malu itu, dia sedar betapa daifnya diri dia. betapa lemahnya kita nie.

kita nie, selalu sgt lupa.
yg kita sekejap ja atas muka bumi nie. selalu ja kita lupa. kita nie bole ja mati anytime.
penah tgk ayam mati kena langgar kan?
iklan petronas ka apa tue.
ayam mati d langgar.
apa beza dia sama org d langgar?
insuran?
ada guna ka insuran tue sama org suda mati tue?
tiada kan.

alih2, kaya ka, hensem ka, cantik ka, berkuasa ka, mati jg.
sama mcm ayam td :)

jadi, mahu mati dlm keadaan beriman ka. atau mahu mati mcm ayam?
ayam tue sah2 la tiada amalan. mksudnya ada sda darjat dia d sisi tuhan.
kita nie? lebih ka darjat kita dari ayam tue? sampai mana suda amalan kita?
kita pikir2 la sndiri..

saya bukan mahu btrip alim.
btrip mcm saya bole buat semua nie.
mcm saya bole jadi pemalu.
saya nie. tidak mampu :)
kenapa?
sbb ada daya, di iring dgn perbuatan.. tapi tiada keizinan dari Allah.
mampu ka saya?
tidak kan.
saya tidak mahu riak. tidak mahu rasa diri saya ini baik. tidak.
saya hamba yg lemah. hina. penuh dgn kealpaan.
hanya tuhan saja yg maha sempurna.
hanya dgn keredhaan dia, saya dapat buat semua ini. dapat melalui hari2nya dgn ketenangan.
jadi, apa pun yg kita buat. ingatlah.

malulah. malu kepada Allah.
sayang kepada Allah.
tahu bagaimana sayangnya Allah sama kita?
sayang dia sama kita mengatasi sayangnya ibu sama anak dia.
boleh nampak? betapa besarnya sayang Allah sama kita nie.
tapi kita?
sayang kah sama dia?
kita fikirkan bersama :)

tidak semestinya mahu jadi baik, alim, kena jadi ahli ibadah.
saya bukan cakap dorg tidak baik, tidak layak jadi contoh. bukan ok. Allah sahaja boleh menilai tue semua. setiap hambanya ini ada kelebihan dan kekurangan.
tapi, sebaik2 insan in my point of view adalah org yg boleh mengimbangkn perjalanan hidup dia.
kenapa dalam surah al-fatihah, ada cakap.
"tunjukilah aku ke jalan yg lurus."
sbb. hidup kita nie satu perjalanan.
perjalanan yg penuh dgn liku2.
di mana jalan yg benar?
tuhan sahaja yg tahu.
kita hanya mampu berdoa, dan tawakal. semoga kita d kalangan org2 yg lurus :)

problem xkan jadi problem. sampai la kita agree benda tue problem.
problem.
apa ja lah problem paling sakit pon dlm dunia nie.
paling2 teruk pon problem, sakit, lapar, cerai, kematian.
what's the good news we forgot?

semua tue perasaan kita ja ;)

lupa ka. hidup sementara ja.
jangan la biar perasaan tue control hidup kaw.
ada akal ada nafsu.
balance kan benda nie.
insyaAllah selamat.

malas la maw cakap banyak2.

xmo layan perasaan.
perasaan kaw seja bhaaaaaaaaa tueeeee...

"Truth is, everybody is going to hurt you, you just gotta find the ones worth suffering for."
-Bob Marley-

no words.

i just feels =(

Holiday Over

Okei. tinggal berapa hari sahaja lg holiday saya.
my time is up =.="
holiday is over.
the war begin again.
hurm. study2.
jgn malas2.

okei. aku imbas kembali cuti aku kali nie..
aku x taw apa aku buat.
damn. thats pathetic i guess.
teda ilmu baru dapat time cuti nie.
teda stori baru yg best2.

ujian?
bertimpa2..
dgn family, dgn life, dgn people around me.
hurm.
but u know me. nvr feels terrible bout it.
thats life ;)
tuhan bg kita hidup, lg mo byk songeh ka?
hadapi la dgn tenang kan. hadapi dgn senyuman.
berbaik sangka sahaja dlm segala urusan .
semua ini hanyalah sementara.
org yg paling kuat itu, adalah org yg slalu bersabar :)
yeah.. ingat seja ayat tue. terus aku happy.
xmo sedih2. xmo tension2. xmo depressed.
im not that kind of person anymore.

anyway..
19 nie blk s.alam..
apa aku mo buat blk sna nie?
hurm.

Fokus studi mcm biasa.
Fulfill my destiny 1st. Fokus dgn apa yg org tua saya mahu.
bawa blk scroll degree =.="
okei2. yea.. sure i can do it. insyaAllah..

selain dari tue.
aku mo servay2 hp baru. xperia x10?
who knows ;)

mo upgrade pc.
mo install game baru dlm psp.

n lastly.
my mission for the incoming year.
getting fit again.

say no to fast food. say no to roti canai. say no to coklat.
say yes to fruit, say yes to mineral water, say yes to diet.

sy mest pegi gym.
at least, 3 times a week :)
work hard and committed.
sure i can.

btw.. aku mo kurus nie. bukan sbb apa pon.
sbb mahu jaga kesihatan.
xmo la. muda2 lagi kena penyakit segala bagai.
prevent is the best cure rite?
lagipun, bila badan kurus sket nie..
level of confident pun automatically naek.
byk juga cewek2 mo ngurat saya.
hahahah :p
tedalah..
sori gurls, sy xmo kapel. sy enjoy single.
kalo ya saya mo kapel.
sy mo dia ppuan yg x mo bg sy ada direct interaction dgn dia.
i mean, physical touch.
haiysh.. ini benda kalo aku cakap sama org.
org kc ketawa ja aku.. org slalu cakap.
ala.. pegang tangan seja. bukan apa pun..

HAHAHA.
i dun wanna fall in that kind of trap again.
tue mainan setan ja suma tue. sikit2 ja. teda pa2 pon.
mcm haram.
dari sikit2 tue la jadi macam2.

biarlah sy single ja. tidak hidup dalam maksiat.
sy xmo anak2 saya nt, mdapat bencana hasil drpd perbuatan jahat sy masa muda.
xmo.
moga2 Allah memberi rahmat dan hidayah kepada ku.
insyaAllah.

so, gurls.
jgn salah faham ya. sy bukan cakap sy ni alim. btrip alim.
nda..
sy cuma mahu jaga diri saya. sy mahu syg org. cinta org.
sbb personaliti dia.
sbb hati dia.
bukan sbb nafsu ja semata2.
nafsu nie, nda pndai puas..
bagi la 1 gunung emas pon. mau lg next 1. mau lg next 1.
sy?
sy tidak mahu la mcm tue. mohon2 la tuhan selalu jaga hati saya.
saya tidak mahu ada perasaan mcm tue..
moga Allah beri saya kekuatan mengawal nafsu yg tidak baik.

sy byk buat mistake dlm hidup nie.
sy regret semua tue.
tp sy tidak akan gv up meminta keampunan tuhan.
dia yg menemani hati ini d kala sunyi.
dia yg mengisi ruang hati ini d kala kesedihan.
dia lebih mengenali diriku berbanding aku mengenali diriku sendiri.
itulah cinta agung.
love u my Lord. Allah swt.

Jam pasir
Kenapa aku letak pic nie?
sbb aku mahu beli jam pasir nie.
hehe.
sbb aku mo beli adalah kerana hidup aku nie mcm dalam jam pasir ja.
1 day my times will up.
when the times up.
im gonna meet my creator =.="
so, am i prepair for it?
naa.. taw nda prepair. beringat2 la selalu.
kalo dpn computer, asek maen game. tgk2 la jam pasir nie..

rasa2 blom solat tue. bole suda tue pause dlu.
p solat..
bole2 suda tue baca yassin sket ka. baca buku ilmu agama ka.
jgn asek maen game ja. wat benda nda da faedah ja.
rite?

so, teknik beli jam pasir nie. bole la juga d aplikasi kpd readers2 yg berminat ;)
hehe.
sharing is caring rite. kalo kamu ada teknik lain. spaya slalu ingat kta nie sekejap d dunia nie. share sama saya dlu k.

em, btw..
smlm cerita2 sama adik aku.
so, dia cakap la. masa d umah.. x sabar aku mo kuar dr umah nie. tp nt aku suda jauh, mest aku x sabar mo pulang umah nie..

aku cakap ja..
itu lah manusia. x pernah rasa cukup..
aku bgtaw la dia, betapa untungnya dia. dpt membesar bersama keluarga.
ada emak siang pagi petang malam tgk dia.
membebel utk dia. ada ayah mo sound2 dia.
sumtimes, benda yg plg kta nda suka tue la yg nt kta akan rindukan.

mcm aku.
aku form 1 masuk asrama.
smpai form 3..
pastu, form 4 aku tinggal setahun dgn family.
form 5.. aku sndiri lg..
see?

bila masanya ada org tgk aku?
i mean. aku x membesar mcm remaja2 lain.
aku x cakap aku x bsyukur k. tidak.
saya sgt bsyukur ada family yg baik. yg penyayang. they are my everything.

tp, utk mengingatkn org yg tidak pernah melalui apa yg saya rasa.
kena la cakap camtue kan?
kita akan tahu bsyukur kalo tgk ada org lain lg kesian dr kita.
so, kepada adik ku.
bersyukur lah engkau.

kalau aku, aku seboleh2 mahu habes blajar cpt nie.
jaga mak ayah. aku xmo la kawin awal kalo bole. ada jodoh lain cerita la.
tp, mo jaga dorg dlu.. mo bawa dorg p cuti2.. jalan2.
besarkn lagi bilik dorg.
tambah lg org gaji dorg kalo dorg mo.
i wanna be the one that they can hold on to.

next topik kami..
cmna bha ko mo kawin kalo ko nda serius sma ppuan tue?
nie la soalan adik aku sma aku.

aku jawab..
mcmna emak sama ayah bole kawin smpai 40 tahun..
ko ingat dorg ada bcinta sblm kawin?
naaa..

end of story terus adik ku.
hahahaha..

my lil brothers.
appreciate everything around u.
think more, talk less.

1 day, u gonna find what u looking for.

kenapa kita sentiasa kembali?
pegi mana2 pon. jauh mana pon travel around the world.
mest kembali juga 1 day.
kenapa?
sbb itulah hakikat kehidupan kita.

dari mana kita datang. di situ akan kita kembali..

Dari dia kita datang, kepada dia juga kita kembali..

May Allah bless our journey ;)

cayman island

Through the alleyways
To cool off in the shadows
Then into the street
Following the water
There's a bearded man
Paddling in his canoe
Looks as if he has
Come all the way from the Cayman Islands

These canals, it seems
They all go in circles
Places look the same,
And we're the only difference
The wind is in your hair
It's covering my view
I'm holding on to you
On a bike we've hired until tomorrow

If only they could see
If only they had been here
They would understand
How someone could have chosen
To go the length I've gone
To spend just one day riding
Holding on to you
I never thought it would be this clear




i really love this song.
really fall in love with it, so for the 1st time im gonna attached a song to my blog. hehe.
this is a cover, sing by Emmy Curl.
Love her voice. Love u Emmy Curl.
thanx for singing such a wonderful song for me. haha ;p
Hope u all enjoy it guys ;)

new layout

Yea.. saya suda update layout saya.
Layout baru. hehe.
new layout, new story, new me.
hehehe..

so guys, how's my layout?
drop me some comment kayh.
im gonna appreciate it ;)

btw. Thx to aizat ahmad for helping me updating this new layout.
credit to u dudes.

Firasat Hati

Kelmarin
Kulihat awan membentuk wajahmu
Desah angin meniupkan namamu
Tubuhku terpaku
Semalam
Bulan sabit melengkungkan senyummu
Tabur bintang serupa kilau auramu
Akupun sadari
Kusegra berlari
Cepat pulang
Cepat kembali jangan pergi lagi
Firasatku ingin kau tuk cepat pulang
Cepat kembali jangan pergi lagi...

Akhirnya
Bagai sungai yang mendamba samudra
Kutahu pasti kemana kan ku bermuara
Smoga ada waktu

Sayangku
Kupercaya alam pun berbahasa
Ada makna dibalik semua pertanda
Firasat ini
Rasa rindukah ataukah kedamaian
Aku tak perduli
Kuterus berlari

Cepat pulang
Cepat kembali jangan pergi lagi
Firasatku ingin kau tuk cepat pulang
Cepat kembali jangan pergi lagi

Dan lihatlah sayang
Hujan turun membasahi
Seolah turun air mata

Cepat pulang
Cepat kembali jangan pergi lagi
Firasatku ingin kau tuk cepat pulang
Cepat kembali jangan pergi lagi
Firasatku ingin kau tuk cepat pulang
Pulang...

Aku pun sadari
Engkaulah firasat hati..

To mrs Z.. whenever u are. i dedicate this song for u.

eventhough i haven't meet u yet. i want u to know. i love u. this much ;)

It's me

hurm. last nite. there's a lot of stuff going through my mind..
about my family, my edu, my life, the people around me..

im really not in d good mood this several week actually.
but, nvm..
im a very motivated person ;)
xmo emo2. hehe.

im gonna walk my talk.
not just talk talk talk but simply nothing i can do bout it.

anyway, next year..
is my final year of degree..
to all my friend, im sorry if i've done a mistake to all of u k.
wish me luck for my final year.
can't wait to finish this..
eventhough i know, im gonna miss my campus life =.="

Mom.. Dad..
im not a better son of yours.
i've done a lot of mistake through my entire life.
until this moment, im regret for everything bad that ive done.
but, mom.. dad.. Thanx.
Thanx for never give up on me.
the only person on this entire world who never give up on me.
is both of u. thanx.
ur love make me alive mom. dad..
i promise mom.. dad..
i promise im gonna make u proud..
I really love u mom.. Dad..

So, right now..
i should not mess my mind think about sumthing i should not think of..
Love?
No.. don't think about it.
i don't know. i just don't think im suits to anyone rite now.
it's not that im frustrated or watsoever.
i just don't know why i should be love, and should be love.
if i ask myself, why should i hv a gf?
I can't find an answer for it yet..
btw.. U..
im sorry k. it's not that i don't wanna be friend with u or ignore u.
i just don't wanna disturb anyone relationship.
im not that type of guy.
i've know well the pain when sum1 took away ur love one.
and im not gonna make anyone else feel that kinda of things.
U should be happy k.
he's way better then me.
he's more lovable then me.
Don't u fall on me, cuz im not gonna catch u..
im sorry.
cuz, i ain't ur mr right.
im mr nobody.
and im comfortable with that.

Holiday..
hurm, 1 week left until my holiday is over..
im gonna miss home.
miss my mom, my dad..
my sis, my brother's..
my cat's..

im sorry mom dad..
sorry for taking a long time to get back on my feet.
sorry for not being home for so long.
i guess, the memory will fade away with time.
i should not remember what i should not.

If this is a story, i guess i can write a novel with a thousand pages..

anyway, there always happy ending rite?
im gonna wait for it ;)

Cloudy day~

this several day..
asyik ja emosi aku tganggu. haiysh..
nie yg sy x suka nie =.="

mood. dun be like this bha..
xmo bha moody2..
xmo emo2..

em.. so, hari nie..
aku dgr la lagu dari band the temptation.
lagu my gurl.
hahahaha.. nice.

really cheer me up =D
suka lagu nie.
i love classic song! a lot.
hehe.

sO, today.
xmo emo2.
xmo tension2.
xmo sedih2.

U INCHARGE FOR UR MOOD.

be happy.
i must be happy ;)

game..
jom dating lama2 hari nie..
yehaa =D

We..

We are looking at the same sun..
We are breathing the same air..
We are living under the same sky..

We are walking at the same direction..
Sooner or later..
u gonna meet me.
and im gonna meet u.

But until that moment.

im gonna sit here..
watching the sunset alone..
counting the stars..

as for sure..
one day..

When we meet..
i'll always remember..
to appreciate u..
Love u..

We..

priority ~

yeah.
aku tulis nie, hanya utk menjawab persoalan sahabat saya.
mcm mana mo jd priority?

em. actually.
xda tips taw. haha.
sbb aku sndiri pon lum jumpa lg org yg ble buat aku nie priority utk dia..
haven't meet her yet =p

tapi.. wat i wanna share is.

who we are, is what we got..
pernah kan dgr..

lelaki baik utk perempuan yg baik..
perempuan baik utk lelaki yg baik..

so, kalau zaman2 bcinta nie x jumpa lg ur mr right or ur mrs right..
jgn bersedih, sbb samada dia terlalu baik utk kita. ataupun dia kurang sesuai dgn kita..
got wat i mean right. hehe.

so, easy example..

kalau luarannya kta nie. dress lawa, make up cantek2..
mmg cun habes la kalo org tgk.
tp, inside. kta x jg..
kerohanian kita abaikan.
apa yg kita jumpa?
org yg tgk kta punya outside appearance la kta jumpa :)
faham?

dia suka kita sbb cantek. sbb hot. sbb cute. sbb etc2 yg boleh di jelaskn dgn pandangan fizikal.

so, mana kita mahu?
org suka kta sbb outside appearance ataupun ur innerside beautiful?

so, what i can say is.
kalo kita mahu org tue jadikan priority.
kita kena tahu apa priority kita :)

ur priority,
ur God.
ur Family.
Urself.

then, what come next.
surely gonna excite u :)

sbb yakinlah.
tuhan itu ada perancangan yg baik utk setiap hambanya yg yakin dan redha dgn ketentuannya.
jgn sekali2 putus asa dgn kehidupan, sbb Allah itu maha penyayang.
tidak jadi satu2 perkara itu tanpa sbrg hikmah.
berbaik sangka lah dgn tuhan mu.
insyaAllah.
hati pasti tenang =)

em. btw..
i dont know if this answering the question or not..
im jz sharing what i feels right.

if there's any mistake or false statement in my words..
im sorry kayh.
semua yg baik dtg dr tuhan.
yg kurang baik itu drg dr kelemahan saya sendiri..

last but not least..

improve ourself.
promise to ourself that we gonna be better from day today.
insyaAllah.
we'll meet someone who's gonna appreciate us.
love us.
jz the way we are..

hati yg baik, menarik hati yg baik..
jadi perbetulkn lah hati kita, niat kita..

semoga perjalanan hidup kita sentiasa di redhai Allah ;)

wei..

this post.
i dedicated to all the single person, the couple. or anyone who are in this kind of situation.
u know.
don't ever the person u love let ur guts down.
sometimes, they are some thing that are not worth fighting for.

i face this kind of situation several time.
and what did i do?

i feel sad.
feel terrible.
why should i have to go through this kind of sitation?

i love that person so much.
i care like i wanna live with her till the end of my life.
i believe like she wont lied to me.

the result?

im just an option :)
haha.
funny right.

but i take this as a positive experience.
u know what?
u guys out there.

who feels down.
who feels give up with love and all that kind of things.
pls don't.

don't waste ur tears.
don't regret.
don't fallback.
get up on ur feet.
be strong.
have faith.

there's a reason why they can't make it with u until this day :)

like me.
until now im single.
im thinking, therefore im single ;)

i don't wanna waste my time.
my money.
my feels for someone who are not worth anything for me.

i don't wanna be that kind of fools again.
if people said, we cant fight our feelings.
that is F***ing bullsh**

cuz u know what?

we have the will to control that kind of stuff.

everyone has the will.
it just they don't wanna control it.
u let it control u.

Me..

i hate being an option.
if i am ur priority, then im gonna make u my priority 10 times more.

if u make me ur option, then im gonna make u my option 100 times more :)

btw..

to all the fuc**** person out there.
who think im desperate to be loved.
pls get a life :)

im much better then u.
im much good looking then u.
do u think i have any problem to find a partner for myself?

pls.

don't think cuz im single, then im lonely.
alone, doesn't mean u r lonely.

i am happy, and i don't want because of love.
my happiness are taken away.
no kind of things anymore :)

got gf, no gf..
i will always be happy.

im thinking. therefore, im single =)

thanx

kepada semua rakan2.. family..
yg wish my birthday.
thanx kayh. i really appreciate it.
org ingat birthday aku pon da cukup buat aku happy :)

tQ..
semoga doa2 kamu terhadap saya d makbulkan.

i hope, the day forward in my life will be brighter then ever :)
im 21 years old already.
how quick is that, time has left me. people change, the world change, and my age also changing. hehe..

may Allah leads me to his path.
insyaAllah :)

If sum1 ask me.
what bright ur day?

My lovely computer,
My lovely laptop,
My lovely handphone,
My lovely psp.

Love all of u.
cukup syarat da..
empat2 aku bawa kawin :)

HALFWAY GONE

You were always hard to hold
So letting go ain't easy
I'm hanging on but growing cold
While my mind is leaving

Talk, talk is cheap
Give me a word you can keep

Cause you're halfway gone and I'm on way
And I'm feeling, feelin feelin this way
Cause I'm halfway in but don't take too long
Cause I'm halfway gone, I'm halfway gone

You got one foot out the door
And choking on the other
Always think there's something more
It's just around the corner

Talk, talk is cheap
Give me a word you can keep

Cause I'm halfway gone and I'm on way
And I'm feeling, feelin, feelin this way
Cause you're halfway in but don't take too long
Cause I'm halfway gone, I'm halfway gone

If you want me out, then I'm on my way
And I'm feeling, feelin, feelin this way
Cause you're halfway in, but don't take too long
Cause I'm halfway gone, Im halfway gone
Im halfway gone, Im halfway gone
Now I'm halfway gone, I'm halfway gone
Don't take too long, don't take too long
Cause I'm on my way
If you take too long
Cause I'm halfway gone and I'm on way
And I'm feeling, feelin I'm feelin this way
Cause you're halfway in but don't take too long
Cause I'm halfway gone, I'm halfway gone

If you want me out, then I'm on my way
And I'm feelin , feelin feelin this way
Cause you're halfway in, but don't take too long
Cause I'm halfway gone, I'm halfway gone
Cause I'm halfway gone, and I'm halfway gone
Cause I'm halfway gone, yeah I'm halfway gooone



huhu.. really fall in love wif this song. like the lyrics freaking damn much.
" Don't Talk cheap, Give me ur words "

yeah. love this =D